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Originally Posted by thegoodwife
To me there are different degrees of love. The highest is what my husband and I share. It is earned over years of trials, successes, failures, family and loyalty. It is not always burning the brightest but it is the deepest and most meaningful. I have loved a couple of my steady boyfriends to some extent. The way I am this also leads to the best sex. Intimate. Uninhibited. Kinkier. I do things with someone I trust and love that I would never do with a stranger. My husband knows how I feel about this and has been able to adjust and accept it. I have told them both I am the luckiest woman ever.....found and married my soul mate and my ultimate sexual partner....and they are both willing to share.
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I agree with most of what you stated since my experiences have been very similar in many ways. On an emotional level, my cuckold husband will always be my primary love interest. On a sexual level, my black bulls are my only source of sexual satisfaction. Most just want to fuck me, share me with their friends and send me back home the next day full of their black seed for my Cucky to eat. I know that I am just a Slutwife to them as I satisfy their sexual needs and they satisfy mine.
However, before becoming a Slutwife, I did have a long term meaningful relationship with a charming black man who fell deeply in love with me. Since my new husband already had a vasectomy before I met him, Jack could not impregnate me. Tim knew of my desire to get pregnant so he convinced me to go of birth control and become black bred. My feelings for Tim had grown stronger over time as he always treated me like his Princess. He introduced me to his mother, sisters and best friends and told them all that he would be marrying me someday. Although I had never agreed to leave Jack (only married two years), I was flattered by his love and devotion to me. When Tim finally did manage to black breed me, his family and friends threw a pregnancy party for me ( baby shower after only 4 months pregnant). I started living with Tim on an almost full time basis and visited my cuckold husband one or two nights a week. i was definitely falling in love with Tim without ever falling out of love with my husband. Loving my husband and my black boyfriend at the same time was my new normal.