Ouch!!
Kristine that's a tough place to be. I'm totally not envying you right now. Being in the lifestyle is not the norm. I'm sure that there are more people that don't than do. I have asked husbands and boyfriends how do you do it? For myself its hard for me to imagine my girlfriend having sex with some other guy. I wouldn't get off watching either.
I think if you told him that you had a friend who's husband let her have sex with black guys. Tell him she confided in you. Seem shocked about it, and ask him what he thinks about that. If he handles it well tell him you've been entertaining the thought yourself. If he doesn't take it well, I guess you'll have to decide what's more important to you. You can have it all, all the time!!
Good luck,
Wyld
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