[truth and consequences]

Im 54. Ive always been super horny. Ive had relationships with many different women. Black, white, latina etc. Never felt gay or submissive to any men other than African men. I have a strong desire to suck black men all the time. No interest in other men at all. I suppose I am obvious as many black men smile and are happy to get a nut. Ive met many that enjoy meeting regularly and we take it a step further if they are interested. I literally melt for a bbc. Afterwards life resumes normally. I dont understand what ignites me to such a great extent. Ive known many gay white men yet never considered servicing them at all. Ive always been somewhat possessive with my lady friends but wouldnt mind a black man fucking them anytime. And Im sure thats been the case on occasions. Some of my black men friends say its natural for white men to get on their knees to service them. I know when I look up and see them looking down smiling they usually have that cool nodding yes movement as though its common. I started this when I was young. My first black man was gay but a strong top. Hes always told me I was born to service black men if only on the side. I just cant understand my inner driven obsession with only bbc!
Any ideas anyone?