[CUCK WATCHER]

It's a bit of a long story, but it's our real life story.

It's been awhile now since my wife Amanda moved out. She took off to live with a black man that's at least 10 years older than her. I know we lived the cuckold lifestyle for years, but, her moving out was something I didn’t think she’d actually do. After it finally sunk in my thick head that she’s not coming back, I started moving forward with divorcing her. I don't want to get into that shit, so I'm writing about my thoughts on her and older black men.

My wife never had a lot of sexual partners, she preferred relationships over conquests. She did have some one and done hook ups when we first got into the cuckold lifestyle, but, there weren't many. And that's a good thing, because her safety and health were always number one. Her longest relationship was with a black man named Barry and that lasted on and off for almost 4 years.

It dawned on me the other day that besides Barry, who was a few years older than her, there was one other black man that she really connected with. He was a much older man named Michael that she met in a bar. When I say older, I mean 25 years older. After getting to know each other, Amanda set up a date with him at a hotel out of town. I wasn't sure what to expect, but Amanda was willing to go for it and that was good enough for me. The things that happened on their hook up kinda took me by surprise. After we got passed the awkward hi how are you stuff and got serious, he told Amanda that he wanted to watch her masturbate. She's no prude, so she stripped teased down to her lingerie, took off her panties, stood in front of him and started rubbing herself. For me, it was exciting just watching him starring at her.

When they moved over to the bed, things got real. Amanda got up on the bed and lay down on her back. I saw that she was looking at him while he was getting in bed, so I know she saw that he did not have a condom on. I don't know if he had any, but I do know that Amanda had condoms in her purse. To my surprise she never said anything to him about a condom instead she just laid back and spread her legs. This was a first for her, she never had sex with a new date without him wearing a condom!

I sat there watching my wife and this old guy fucking, knowing that his bare cock was inside her and knowing she wanted it that way. I was sitting no more than 6 feet away, so I heard and saw everything. I heard my wife panting; I heard him talking to her, I saw her frantically pushing her crotch up towards him, I saw him push her back down and cum in her. After it was over they said some stuff that I’ll never forget, Michael relaxed down on top of her and asked her if he was hurting her. She said "No it feels good ." After that Michael said “Gorgeous where you been all my life and Amanda replied with Waiting for you to find me !” I thought, WTF was that all about and I wrote it off to just talk..

After that night, Amanda hooked up with Michael almost ever weekend. It should have been obvious to me that my 40 year old wife was emotionally connected to this 65 year old man, but it didn't. Then one night, his wife tracked him down to a motel we were at, things got ugly and he was gone. I think Amanda never really got over that bad experience. And for whatever reason she still has a deep desire to be with an older black man. Deep enough to give up everything we had to be with her new old sugar daddy.... I should have seen it coming.