
10-30-2019, 08:49 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2015
Posts: 237
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Trying to fill the void
This year has been a crazy year for my wife, her boyfriends and me. First she decided that she was breaking up with her steady bull and getting out of the lifestyle, then she hooked up with an old boyfriend, then she quit seeing him. It's been a freaking roller coaster ride. Right now she's still not interested in hooking up with anyone. I've always given her the freedom to make her own choices. Hell she's the one doing the fucking, I'm just the cuck watching her.
We were married for almost 20 years before we got into the cuckold interracial lifestyle. When we first got married I used to make her orgasm all the time. As time passed we had less and less sex and when we did it wasn't as hot. That was part of the reason that we got into this whole thing. Having sex with other men woke up her sex drive and brought out a side of her that I didn't even know existed. Watching her having sex with other men brought out another side of me too. It excited me more than actually having sex with her. Seeing her and another man joined together, crotch to crotch, knowing that they were both feeling the same sexual ecstasy was beyond exciting. Just thinking about the times I watched her willingly take every squirt of her lover's seed in her body, make me wish she'd go back.
But, now I'm the one that's up to bat in bed with her. I know damn well, that no matter what I do, there's no way I can measure up to her bulls. Not just in cock size but in performance. If it wasn't for the emotional connection between us, sex would be all one sided. Don't get me wrong I like fucking her, but after 4 years of bulls driving her insane, it ain't easy for me to fill her void. If you all have any suggestions I'd like to hear them.
John
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