You got that right, no matter how many thrills I got watching and hearing my wife getting pounded by a dude with a BBC, I know it was chicken shit compared to what she felt. It took her a while to get going, but once she did she working herself into a frenzy. The build up and release of sexual tension she experienced was 100 times more intense than what I felt jerking off...I can only imagine how good it felt for the bulls that fucked her.

Describe it for us, please. Were you just watching? Wearing your clothes, or waiting to take a turn? Did you jack off while watching? This is interesting to me, and different from my experiences.

Most of the times I just watched and stayed out of their way. I usually kept my clothes on and pulled by jeans down to jerk off. Other times I jerked off in my jeans while watching my wife orgasm or watching her date cumming in her.

You need help
 

You need professional help…maybe your a sissy boy.. if you got kids then you definitely need help you and her.

Weren't you ever inclined to join in? DP her maybe, or just take your turn with her? I remember sucking my wifes tits, mauling them, kissing her as my buddy pumped her tight little married cunt. Holy shit was it exciting....

Becoming a cuckold was the best decision ever
 

Yes I’d course my heart pounded and my cock throbbed as you fucked her and dominated us that’s the point it should. Why because it’s just natural that a black dominant man takes what he wants and we both let him and in truth love it. My only regret is that it took us so long to get here and for her to cuckold me. Wouldn’t have it any other way now.

Cuckold Husbands Are My Friends
 

Why wouldn't they be my friends? Let's Look at what the friendship is based upon. I °°° a healthy tall, dark and handsome black man with entertaining the white wifey, diner, dancing and dicking. (The three D's.) I work very hard to please the wife, and I make sure it's a pleasing and pleasurable viewing experience for hubby. I make that white bitch scream out my name. I bang her so good. I make her want to do things she didn't know to do sexually. Hubby never knew his ole' lady was a natural born cock sucker. I teach her technique and skills far and away superior to any average white woman.
Hubby loves watching his ole' lady worship my big black cock. Hubby has never heard his wife beg him to "cum in my mouth daddy" nor watch her suck greedily, lapping away any stray droplets of my cum. Simple Sex In Its Rawest Form. Hard dick pounding thrusts in her pussy and her ass. I teach wifey how to love anal. I am skilled at bringing The Nympho out of this bitch, i try to blow her mind during sex, I am her Master. I dominate her and go way beyond what hubby has EVER provided. If hubby likes to cleanup, I leave plenty for him to enjoy cause I commonly bust 3 nuts in this white girl/woman's orifices.
Hubby loves that! Hubby often tells me he loves what I do to his wife. He says the marriage is better with me in their lives. I encourage them to enjoy what they can with each other. That he should tighten up on his oral skills. I try to make it continue to be a heart pounding thrill of being a cuckold husband. :p. Peace.

Wife stopped the lifestyle when she started menopause
 

My wife was doing well as hot wife. She had had black men and before she went into menopause she had three or four men who would come over while i was at work to have sex with her. When menopause hit everything stopped. I also had erectile dysfunction at about the same time so we stopped and i licked or fingered her. She has no drive and I am trying to keep myself from going crazy. I try to mention or ask for sex but she never only wants to once every two or three months. I can't get her to bars or anywhere to be flirted with. We bowl but no one has shown any interest in her. I jerk alot and have enjoyed sucking a cock at times. i would do anything to get her back in the lifestyle.

Great Thrills!!
 

I always loved hearing my wife talk about her BBC past!! But when she went black again and I got to watch her making love with dark black men, it was so satisfying to be there and jack off as my sweet country wife got plowed by her black lovers!! I loved watching Dave enter her sweet hairy pussy with his dark long thick cox!! Of course, he shot his load inside her!! It was a thrill!!!

You are a lucky man to have such a devoted cuckoldress for a wife, even if seems to have been in the past.