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[blakej2991]

Before I even begin, I want and need to make something perfectly crystal clear. I have never been, am not currently, or have any plans in the future to be gay. I am completely and totally 100% straight, heterosexual male. Felt like I had to say that because the waters may get a little muddy as we go further on.
Ok. Now that is out of the way, I am going to attempt to explain my sexual proclivities. A proclivity is a predetermined tendency. In this case, it is what arouses me. What excites me. We all have different things that wake us up down there.
I grew up knowing about sex. I was molested by both a male and female babysitter. My dad allowed me to watch adult movies. Not on some perv shit. It is just that my dad understands sexuality and the young man.
When I first started to get really aroused and was able to ejaculate, I looked at magazines. Playboys, Hustlers, etc. I had a type for sure. I liked hippy blondes with big breasts. When I say hippy I mean curvy. I always focused on the hips and tits when I would masturbate. I was a simple kid, not like today’s kids, give me a picture of a thick blonde and you might not see me for days. I remember the first time I masturbated to ejaculation, it was on my top bunk as I stared at my poster of Christina Applegate. See. Simple.
Then I discovered real porn. VHS tapes, it was the early 90’s. I can’t remember everything I jacked off to but I can think of one scene I will never forget. It was a clip of a Native American girl and it was called Princess Deepthroat. Nobody could even+- begin to fathom how many times I jacked off to princess deepthroat. I can remember, she was riding a guy’s face in a 69 and let me tell you right now, she definitely earned the name Princess Deepthroat.
As a kid, I kept my porn selection simple. I did not want any interracial or what could be considered weird. I was very conscientious about myself. Despite that, I took every opportunity I could to hit a lick (masturbate). I often fantasized about girls I went to school with. There was one girl in particular when I got to high school. Her name was Kim Johnson. The rumor mill had it that she did not have sex vaginally due to fear of pregnancy. Everyone claimed she preferred anal sex. That turned me on big time. Back then, to me that was dirty sex. Not to mention she had a great ass. I hit a lot of licks fantasizing about this girl named Amy as well. Damn was she something!
As I began to age, I met my daughter’s mom and we had my daughter. I loved my kid’s mom and never cheated on her. She was a sexual prude but you wouldn’t know it by all the guys she slept with. She was against all forms of porn. So porn was forbidden in our house. She always said that she should be woman enough for me. Well that got old after six years. Hell, we got together when I was sixteen and she was my first sexual partner. So, one night I had a friend come over and we both had sex with her till the sun came up. It was exciting and I did not look at her any different the next day. It was an experience I will never forget. Her giving us both head, taking the DP (double penetration), that means one in her ass and one in her pussy, watching her ride him, her bent over sucking his dick while I fucked her from behind….damn. I still use visuals in my head from that night sometimes when I need to hit a lick and have no material.
After we split up, I got loose. I started partying and doing a lot of coke. I landed myself in prison. There was a lot of queer shit going on in there but I +-stayed away from that. I took care of my needs with a magazine I had bought from an old timer. The magazine was named Anal Schoolgirls. As you can imagine from the title, it was rather raunchy. It was against the rules to jack off in prison, so you had to do it while you could. I remember one time specifically a C.O. came to my cell during count, she said my bunky had went to the hole, be ready to pack him up once count cleared. I seized my opportunity, I got out my copy of Anal Schoolgirls and went at it. The female C.O. had come back at some point and I realized she had been watching me. We locked eyes and she said for me to let her know when I was finished. Knowing that she knew and was watching me was a major turn on. I came rather quickly after that. Zero homosexual activity.
After I got out of prison I went back rather quickly. While in prison this time I bought a Fox magazine. There was a spread of a Latina woman fucking this black dude. I was hooked on this magazine. I would hit licks nightly to it. I still only found white women attractive though. It was just something about the way that Latina looked with that big black dick in her. It was hypnotizing.
I was released from prison once more and I thought for good. I kept my nose clean and stuck to selling coke. It didn’t take too long and I was back to sniffing coke again. Only thing is, now they had smart phones. Porn was readily available at my fingertips. So when I would get high, I would watch porn on my phone. Only now, I had a thing for black girls. I would get high and watch hours of big butt beauties. I got into a relationship with my current wife around this same time. I was kind of a big thing in the cocaine business when we first got together and I was sniffing just as much as I sold.
So, enter my interracial phase. I began watching all big black cock porn exclusively. Again, I am not gay. I just found the pleasure that the women received while being fucked by a bbc very arousing. Then I started watching the cuckold videos. A cuckold is when a man watches another man have sex with his wife. I found this idea exciting. I got my wife to at least discuss it. It was never out of the realm of possibilities that we would be involved in a cuckold. I even got her to talk dirty about it to me during sex. I must admit, I wasn’t turned off. She would say things like “I want you to watch me take a big black dick”, and “I want to be fucked by 2 big black cocks while you watch”. Honestly, I love my wife and could not imagine living life without her but I must confess, I would have to try it if we had willing participants. I often fantasized about her being gangbanged by several bbc as I hit a few licks in prison. Now I don’t really want my wife just running around fucking just anyone. I don’t even think I would go there right out the gate. I would like to try some soft stuff at first. Maybe a video call while we are having sex and the guy could jack off to us while my wife watches him. Even joining a social group where we explore fantasies with others would be a slight turn on. Nobody has to fuck nobody.
In one of my biggest fantasies my wife is wearing a very revealing shirt. The shirt shows off her magnificent tits. She does have some big tits. We go out to a bar or club. While there, I play with her tits in front of everyone. We go outside, and we lean up against the car and as a stranger approaches, pull her tits out and offer them up to the stranger to jack off on. No contact. Just her beautiful tits being glazed like a donut. Honestly, I would love it if there were several guys jacking off on her tits. Really coat them with cum.
Now my wife is not even remotely interested in even researching cuckolds or anything. She says that I am weird for even thinking about it. She has even begun to criticize me for watching porn. She feels that I have turned a corner and that I am weird. I try explain to her that it is not who is in the porn but what it represents. I enjoy watching white women being owned by black cock. What my wife doesn’t realize is that I would not even be interested in porn if she would just play along in my fantasies.

[CUCK WATCHER]

My wife had a relationship with the same black man for over 3 years. It started out with me watching, The things I saw and heard them do were beyond exciting. With me she was reserve in bed, but, with him she was an animal. She sucked him off, swallowed his cum, fucked him and even took his cock up her ass. The slut never took me up her ass. At one point, he moved in with us and she slept with him in our bed. They fucked constantly sometimes most of the night. Fuck, sleep, get up and fuck again, go back to sleep, get up and fuck some more. My wife had her tubes tied years ago and they never used condoms. She took his cum every time. I did the laundry and their bed sheets, her panties and his underwear were always covered with cum and pussy stains. I totally got off on them fucking their asses off in our bedroom. I loved to watch them fucking from the hallway and jerk off. Then one day, she broke up with him. Damn, it was good while it lasted.

John

[florida hubby]

My sexual journey began when my jr. high school English teacher showed me how I could improve my grades in his class. By the end of the school year I could suck cock like a professional....Becky