smolder |
08-18-2013 07:55 PM |
I have a little different take on this. I think I would be turned on if my wife denied me many or all the pleasures she shares with her black lover. Maybe I would feel different if this actually happened rather than just being something we fantasize about. My wife will go down on me but she doesn't take my load during oral sex, she pulls back & finishes me with her hand. She has mentioned she'd like me to be more aggressive & I notice if I am, like forcing her down harder on cock, it turns her on. But what I've discovered is I get more turned on thinking about her doing this with a black man who would make her gag & swallow his cum & picturing her getting more excited being dominated by him. So for the most part I find myself being purposefully unagressive sexually. I don't know if its due to getting older or subconsciously wanting her to feel a little sexually frustrated but I've also noticed I have a harder time getting an erection & I don't get as hard during sex as I used to. Sex usually involves some sex talk, typically me bringing up some type of black fantasy scenario, then oral sex, me going down on her, until she is really horny. Then we have intercourse, missionary or her on top. If she asks if I want her to go down on me I usually decline and she doesn't push it because she's ready herself. Then I find myself actually holding back, making short strokes or kind of wriggling my dick in her as she gets hornier. A few times I've been able to shoot a load without the actual release of cumming, then finishing her with my tongue tasting my cum in her. But usually I end up cumming and giving her a less than satisfactory orgasm (when I ask if she got off she tells me she got a little one), then I've lost the excitement I felt to want to finish her with my mouth. So kind of a slippery slope, I want her frustrated enough to not be able to stop thinking about how good a big black cock would feel, but I don't want her so disappointed she loses all interest in me. We've been together quite a while & so far she has assured me she is happy with us as a couple but has also indicated she wants to keep the black fantasy talk as just that.
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