When did you know you were a cuckold?
 

Would like to hear from the cuckolds and those that want to be cucks. And to what degree are you a cuckold. Because for me I have no desire to eat creampies, play with cocks or suck cocks. I would however love to see watch hear play with my wife while she is fucked by another man

My wife and I had been with other women several times, then one day, she asked me if she could fuck another man. I said of course you can. We hooked up with a couple who were incredibly good looking and sexy. We were at there house and the girl got a bit drunk and pretty much just laid there with her legs open. I spent most of the night just finger fucking her but I watched my wife get the fucking of her life. He was astonishingly good. Had a huge dick and he fucked her for hours.
The first time he came, she begged him to come in her mouth, that got me so worked up, I turned the girl around so I could fuck her with her head close to my wife's. The guy straddled my wife's body and jerked off into her mouth. As he came, he shot the biggest load I had ever seen right into her mouth. I came on the spot as I fucked the girl.
Then, my wife suprised the shit out of me, she swallowed almost all of his cum and then told me to kiss her. I did not know she still had saved some. As I kissed her, I tasted his cum and was amazed how good it tatsed.
After a break, the girl passed out but he still wanted more. My wife asked me if I minded. I told her "fuck no! that was hot". She is a very quiet shy girl most of the time but this night, something changed.
"Get out then" she told me. She made me leave the room but kept the door open. I sat in this couple's living room for an hour while I listened to my wife getting pounded by that huge cock. After an hour or so, I had jerked off twice, and she came out of the bedroom, naked and sweaty. I asked her if she was done. "Almost" she said. She made me lie down on the floor and she squatted over my face and and all of his cum dropped out into my mouth. He was a huge cummer and I had to swallow twice. I was hooked from that moment.
On the way home, I told my wife that I enjoyed the night so much better than all of our past sessions. She then told me in detail about that hour she was alone, including how he fucked her in the ass. I got so turned on that I pulled the car over and fucked her in the back seat on the side of the road. Her pussy was loose, stretched and soaking wet. That did it for me. I loved the idea of her getting used and being a slut.
That was the start of our cukolding. Since then, she has slept with many guys, most of them random. Some times I've been there, sometimes she takes off work and fucks them in our bed. She always tells me all the details and most times, makes me fuck her on the sheets she just soaked (she is a squirter).
Before I met her, she had a black lover and told me all about their times. She had told me he was huge, over 10". One day, I mentioned that perhaps she could try to find him. Amazingly, she told me she had found him on facebook already. I didn't really respond much. I wasn't sure how I felt about her seeing an ex-lover.
A couple of weeks later, I came home from work to find her laying on our bed in her bath robe. I asked her if she was ok. "Fine", she said, "just tired".
I asked her if it was work. Then she opened her bathrobe, spread her legs and showed me her pussy. It was obvious she had just been fucked. Then she just said,"Jerome did that", just as a bit of cum dripped out.
Jerome was her ex. I was floored. But then, the rush came. My dick shot up and I was so turned on. I jumped on her and just slammed my dick into her wet, sloppy pussy. It felt amazing and I came within seconds. She told me all about it that night and we fucked many times.
Next week, she asked me if we could get a hotel room for the day so I could meet Jerome and watch her fucking him. We did just that and I sat in the chair as she undressed him. When she took his dick out, I was blown away. This guy should be in porn. Well over 10".
Watching him fuck her was the most erotic thing I have ever seen and after what seemed like hours, he finally came inside her. After she sucked his dick clean, she told me to come down between her legs. She spread her shaved pussy lips apart and told me to lick her clean. As I was sucking down all his cum, I came myself out of pure excitement.
That was it, I was officially a cuck!
We have since enjoyed many different bbc's and loved every minute of it.

Thats where it all starts man! I was just like you at one point. Gradually without even noticing, bit by bit events and circumstances changed and as the years went by I became addicted to the her lovers as much as she was. Eating creampies just seemed like the least I could do to show my appreciation for her sacrifices. After that there was not much I could do other than get it straight from the source. After all my little cock was not much use anymore and by then she had me creaming into her panties that were filled with bull semen. It just felt SOFA KING GOOD!

I am a black cuck
 

you don't see many black cucks , I have been eating black cum for a while I can't get enough, I would like to eat a white guys cream, maybe some day soon

During a date only a few weeks after we met. I was supposed to meet her at a hotel in Atlantic City. Due to work I got there late. My cell was dead, so I did not call. As I approached the room she was in, I saw her outside the room just standing there with the door open.

It turned out that while she was waiting for me, a guy approached her on the boardwalk and ask if he can use the shower to wash off the sea salt. She agreed and let him in the room.

Later (years later) she told me she really wanted to fuck him, but he just wiped himself off with a wet towel and threw it on the floor…immediate turn-off so she refused his advances and told him to leave.

I was really mad. I left knowing I will never want to see her again.

It was during that dry spell that I knew I was a cuck. I had fantasies of me opening the door and seeing him on top of her etc. I got off to that.

We got back together and I forgot about that encounter for a while after we got married. About 10 years into the marriage I was deployed for 15 months. So I started to write to her about my fantasies with her seeing other men etc….Although still a little jealous.

This was when it was all seal that I was a cuck. Every letter I sent to her ask for pictures of her with other men. None ever came.

I came home to see stuff in the apartment that was broken before all fixed up and looking good. I knew she was not capable of doing this. So I questioned her about it, and then she came clean with me. She was fucking the guy on the floor directly above us all that time. He even spent nights there leaving from there to go to work. Well I got an instant woody. We fucked.

After that, through the internet, we found out about the word "cuckold" then we knew it was normal.

But she felt guilty she did not tell me before she did it. So it has been almost 10 years and nothing since. Although I fantasies about it a lot, and bring it up while we fuck, nothing else happen.

I do think that some women have the need to cheat on their husband to satisfy ther fantasies. Although I let her know it is OK to sleep with others. She still gives me the impression that she wants to do it without my knowledge.

We are getting older now and I do want to experience this at least once before I forget my name, so any bulls in the NE.

I became fascinated with women having many sex partners when I was only 12. My first real cuckolding started when I was 18, when a girl I'd been seeing told me she was sick and couldn't go out one Friday night, so I went to a friend's party instead. Sure enough, she was there and was all over my friend on the couch, eventually going into the bedroom with him, while I sat there not saying a word.

The next experience was the one that really set the tone forever. I had a girlfriend, L, I dated for 18 months without ever getting any pussy, blow jobs or hand jobs while eating her for hours every date we went on. I finally broke up put of frustration and promptly got rid of my virginity. Four months later, I ran into L, and the first thing out of her mouth is "Guess what I did?" I grabbed her hand and took her to my parent's house and fucked her for three hours. I asked about birth control before we started, and she just said not to worry about it. When we were getting dressed, I asked what she meant about not worrying. It turned out she met some older guy about 2 weeks after we split up, and she fucked him about 2 days later, losing her virginity. About another two weeks later, she was pregnant, which is why she let me cum inside her. As you might imagine, I was in cuckold overload, with my head actually spinning as I heard all the details of my supposed virgin bride's loss of her virginity. I found out in about 10 minutes she'd fucked a guy she barely knew, became pregnant, and was by now fucking everybody that she could get her hands on including my cousin, and was still pregnant.

That was it, I was 19 and a cuckold for life right then. Every woman I've had any relationship with since then, has had other men fucking them, and I finally found out what it was called and that I'm actually normal. The girls that weren't fucking other guys, I actually encouraged them to seek out other cocks, including my wife, and all of them at some point did, some many times over. My wife has had hundreds of men, before and after we married, and is still continuing to do so. I feel sorry for wives that don't have fuck buddies, and sorry for men whose wives don't fuck around.

for me it was gradually. i guess when you get close to someone as i did with my wife, you start thinking about stuff. I always wanted to see what she would look like being with someone else and enjoying the moment, especially being over or under a black guy. I never thought i would even think about wanting this but it somehow makes me crazy and i love it.

When i turned cuck
 

i was working offshore and i knew our next door enighbor had the hots for my ole lady. so one night while i was working my 7 day hitch offshore i called her on a Saturday night to see what was up. they were sitting on the front porch mixing drinks and shooting the breeze. she told me he has been trying to feel her up when no one was looking they were both a little drunk. so she let him cop a feel of her wet pussy. Mark was a nice guy and single so we didnt have to worry about a jealous wife or GF. So i asked my wife how she felt and she said she felt his cock through his jeans and he was very hard and he kept rubbing it against her ass. i told her go for it. she asked if i was sure and i said hell yeah but call me after you fuck him. two hours later my phone rang and she said it was the shit. he was a white guy so he was not very thick but she said it was longer than my cock and he bottomed out in her pussy. that made me almost cum at that point. she made him cum twice and she said she quit counting how many times she came. from that point on i was hooked so was she. when i got home the three of us were drinking and he asked for some pussy so we had a threesome. she was rigt he had a long white skinny cock but it was at least 3 inches longer than mine and it curved a bit. so as he fucked her it hit her g spot just right and she came within minutes and soaked the sheets. to this day i have yet to make her soak the sheets like her BBC's or other studs do that have larger cocks. i sucked Mark's cock clean of his and her spunk and to this day i enjoy cream pies too. since then i have let several of my good freinds who party with us at the house and end up there last after people fade out and go home fuck my horny drunk wife. she gets new dick and they get awesome pussy. i taste new cum and i see how she fucks other men and keeps my imagination very active when i travel becasue i keep those pics on my flash drive so i have some real good jack off material.

i am a cuck. she can do whatever or who ever she wishes, with or without me. when i am there i do as she or the bull request, there is no saying no.

The fact that you are not disgusted by her being with another man means you are a cuckold ;)

Many men are in denial and talk about being in a hotwife relationship, or wife sharing, but it is all the same.

My wife and I had all sorts of rules when we started--- that have been thoroughly broken. Things that once disgusted me are a huge turn-on. Be careful what you wish for!

i knew i was when the thought of her fucking other men especially bbc made me so horny, then it made me more horny to help her secure these men for her to suck, fuck, rim, and do whatever they ask. i knew i was a cuck when i helped pick out clothes that helped her expose and attracked all kinds of other men.

i knew
 

when my ex wife was going out with her gf's I discovered she was in fact fucking around. This realization angered me at 1st but it aroused me as well. That's when I also realized I was a cuck. I found semen stains on her panties and blouse. I also took some of the blame as well because I was having some problems sexually and was cavalier about them while she was urging me to get checked out. She was always very highly sexed and that's why she began stepping out with gf's. In the end I owned it. I couldn't honestly blame her and really being aroused by it kind of changed everything.

That's me!
 

Pretty much exactly what happened to me, allthe late nights , catching her in lies , not telling her I knew, but loving watching her get ready for a night out with " the girls" , stains in sexy Lacey panties that she just bought, less and less sex ...been about 4 months now, well for me at least . She's going on vacation soon with a few girlfriends, or that's what she's telling me . I was just informed she's getting her boobs done, wonder if she has a regular bull or just wants to attract more men?

they all got several bulls, ones you may know , ones you will never know, just my opinion

I knew I had cuckold tendencies as young as 15 though I had no idea that’s what it was.

I watched a girl in my class I had a massive crush on snogging a black lad and although it hurt it gave me the most incredible tingle of excitement. To make matters worse the lad was a year younger than me and had given me a very public arse kicking not long before. The cheeky sod even winked at me as he copped a feel of her tits. I felt totally humiliated but almost came on the spot.

i to have had them a long time, a good sexual rush and gradification.

I already knew I was a little on the submissive side at the very least, but one girl I dated in particular... she'd rarely have sex with me, but she'd let me eat her all out a lot. And she cheated on me several times, but I always let it go. I didn't want to admit it to her, but I found it incredibly hot. And I think she knew it too, even though I acted like I was upset every time. She eventually became more obvious and stopped trying to hide it, and it worked for the both of us.

I knew I was a cuck when she brought home her black BF/Bull, made me sit and watch her undress him and suck him hard. Then he made me put his cock into her, letting me know I was giving her to him. I was sure when he finished and made me clean his cock and then eat her cream pie.

There was no doubt in my mind the following evening when I had to kneel naked in fornt of him and suck him off completly with wife watching and laughing becasue I got hard.

A month after she first brought him home, he showed me that he not only owned my wife but me also. He fucked my ass, in front of my wife who once more laughed at my getting hard. afterwards they shaved me smooth and make me wear thongs all the time.

I am now totally his other white bitch.

Agreed
 

agreed harv..several years ago the first ime i saw her sitting at a bar with a black dude, i was cucked, then to see her dance, drink, be seduce by, by a black man and black men , i have only gotten worse...

When I realized that she was gonna fuck blacks because I no longer could completely do it for her anymore

2/15/13 that was the day I watched my wife have sex outside of our marriage for the first time . He was a well endowed black man that she couldn't get enough of.

I realized pretty early I had a voyeuristic streak & liked watching. In our 20s my gf (now my wife) & I hung out alot with another white couple, Dan & Kelly, who are also now married. Our friend Dan always made sexual comments, but jokingly, and Kelly never got upset about it, so we never took it as inappropriate, just his quirky nature. He also liked to show off Kel, who was cute with a great butt. He would encourage her to drink & talk her into flashing her tits or showing her butt & while I never felt romantically interested I did get turned on by her exhibitionism. Dan was always trying to get my wife, L, to do the same kinds of things but she was initially too shy. She would ask if I liked when Kelly showed off & realizing it turned me on, felt she needed to compete. It became common when the 4 of us were alone for us to see how far we could get our gfs to go. Things progressed to the point we were having sex in front of each other, not as a group, but each with our own gfs. At first I was happy to see he was about the same size as me & was more turned on by watching & being watched. My wife has never been highly sexed & usually required some foreplay & then rarely experienced more than one orgasm. On the other hand Kelly seemed to get really horny after drinking & experienced multiple orgasms. Surprisingly I found myself not fantasizing about what sex would be like with Kel but wondering whether Dan could get my wife off like that. Since Dan was the instigator & was quick to encourage both girls to join in I found myself encouraging my wife to join Dan & Kelly while I stayed more in the background, They would both sit on his lap and stroke his cock at first but then we would pair off & I found myself constantly thinking about my wife with Dan. Finally one night we were all pretty drunk & Kelly went into the other room & passed out. Of course Dan pointed out it was only fair since Kelly wasn't available my wife should take care of us both. I found myself encouraging my wife, and to my surprise she went with it. At this point I realized I was hooked, rather than wanting to have sex with my wife I just wanted to watch her with Dan. She sat on his lap & stroked him, then tried to get with me like things usually progressed to, but each time I kept directing her attention back to Dan. For his part he was taking advantage of every opportunity to explore my wife's body. We eventually ended up with Dan on the couch, my wife kneeling in front of him, & me laying on the floor so she was straddling my face. I ate her pussy while she sucked Dan's cock. When she blows me my wife usually backs off when she feels me get close & just finishes me with her hand. But Dan had other ideas & held her head down when he came. I could hear him grunt when it happened and feel my wife's body tense trying not to swallow, & I almost came myself. As soon as he let up his hold she got up & went to the bathroom while Dan & I sat there, my face covered with my wife's wetness & his cum that she let drool out matting his pubic hair. My wife wanted to leave after that so we went home. We had sex that night and again the next morning. We had a few other experiences like that with Dave & Kim but eventually drifted apart. My wife said she really didn't find Dan that sexually stimulating & I found myself becoming more interested in interracial fantasies. She knows this type of relationship turns me on & admits she ha a sexual curiosity about black men but has so far wanted to keep it just as a fantasy. Sorry to be so long winded but I really had not thought about where this all started until I thought about responding to this thread.

7 years ago
 

I had a blkack guy watching a homemade video of holly fucking herself . The guy and I were so turned on when I saw him with his cock out I knew I was going to be taking care of it. I sucked it until he filled my mouth with Cum and swallowed every drop. It tasted so good. I haven't stop wanting black cock since. And have gotten her as much big dicks as possible. Now I'm a panty wearer and I sit in the corner of floor watching her get fucked so good for like 2 hours a time. I try to fuck her after and now I can't hold my Cum longer than 2 min. She seems so disappointed in my small dick. BBC only now,!

very young
 

When I was in Jr high my first girlfriend had already had several boyfriends before me. I found that just the thought of seeing her talking to one of them without my knowledge turned me on for some reason. Then the day came when I actually saw her standing close to one of them and touching each other. I was instantly hard and hid so I could watch them longer. I knew something was different about me because all of my friends would talk about how jealous and mad they get if something similar were to happen to them. Of course I never shared my feelings with them, I just agreed.

It took me most of my life to find a woman that didn't think I was weird for the feelings I have. We are not into extreme cuckolding, she still loves to have sex with me. The best sex we have though is when she is whispering in my ear as we fuck about how her last date fucked her. She tells me how big his cock was, how hard he fucked her and how many times she came. If she was able to take him bareback, she tells me how it felt when he finally came in her. I usually don't last more than a second after that and I'm cumming.

She doesn't try to make me into a sissy wearing panties or talk down to me because neither one of us are into that. But I do perform clean up duties and suck her bull's cock if that's what he wants. Even though she loves to suck cock she doesn't care to have someone come in her mouth. So, many times she will suck her bull's cock until he is about to come and then have me take over so he dumps his load in my mouth. Since we have been in the lifestyle I have swallowed much, much more cum than her.

I was first cuckolded by a girlfriend. She rear ended a car and left a tiny dent and told me the guy agreed he wouldn't worry about insurance if she just paid him a little cash to get it fixed. I didn't think anything of it, but apparently they kept in touch and slept with each other regularly, and I only found out because she posted pictures of her making out with him on myspace. I was jealous and upset about it, but I stayed with her anyway under the condition she put an end to it. After a while I found out she was still seeing him, and I acted outraged but she saw right through it. I was so horny picturing her with him.

Cuckold
 

I realized I was a cuckold when a stranger to my wife right in front of me, and I did nothing to stop him.

I guess I am a black cuckold (no creampie eating or anything like that) In the past I had a female friend that I had once had a frequents hook ups with. We live 2 hours from each other, after awhile i couldnt always make the drive down. So I encouraged her to go out and find some action if she needed it. My only request is that she tells me in detail how it was and compare. The thought of this really turns me on. We are still great friends and are currently discussing a possible relationship with the side fuck activity if she can get past the morality of it all.

Early on in our marriage
 

My sexy wife Janet had an experience with a black man that lasted a year and she found sex with him superior to anything she had ever experienced. I found it exciting and that set the pattern for our marriage.

The first time
 

I knew I was cuckold the very first time I watched a interracial porn video. I had never been so turned on in my life. The contrast of their skin colors, they way she was reacting to him,the power and stamina he had. Not to mention the sheer size of his dick. Everything about that first IR porn I saw was better than any regular porn I had ever seen or have since seen.. Up to that point I had never cum so hard,and the funny thing was. I came watching that without ever touching myself. I erupted in my under wear watching that black man fuck that white woman and I knew my destiny. I've never questioned it since that day.

first time fucked by black
 

The first time for me was when I watched my wife being fucked in a car, not by one black young lad but by two !!!! she nor they knew I was watching, and I can tell you my thoughts as I watched
1 are they using condoms????
2 how can she let them fuck her when she knew how I felt about black me with white women
3 I should be stopping this now !!!!!
4 how I felt when I felt my self cum in my pants without touching my self
5 I'm going to chuck the slut out when she comes home

When my wife and I were at a store and she bought a couple of presents to give to her then current bull and I paid for them without a question.

I was not asleep as they thought. I heard it all!
 

My wife and I spent a long weekend at my best friend's cabin. After some drinks, I vaguely sensed a feeling of electricity between them, but I was tired early and went to the guest bedroom. My wife came in too to get her pajamas "so I don't wake you when I come to bed." Out of the corner of my eye I could see that she took off her bra, but was too tired to think of the significance of it. I got into bed and she turned off the lights as she left. She didn't kiss me as she normally would have.

I was just about asleep when I noticed they were whispering. It sounded like they were kissing. Then I heard Greg say to her, "Wanna sit on the couch?" Uhh Huh! was her response.

They were whispering again, then movement on the couch.
"I can't, Greg I can't cheat on him."
Omg, I realized that he was trying to seduce MY FAITHFUL WIFE! I suddenly got angry and upset, but I realized she would continue to be faithful to me. Whew!
Then again, " I can't." I could hear most of it through the thin cabin walls. Greg didn't give up and she refused until he said, "Oh Baby, just a little bit, please......please...?"
"OK Greg, but just a little bit."

I was doubly horrified, hurt, OUTRAGED! I hollered... but only a tiny squeak came out of my mouth. I tried to get out of bed to stop them, but I was paralysed and felt so helpless!
I heard them moving around, and then silence.

THEN I heard my wife of 7 years GASP! I knew her entered her with his huge cock. I knew it was big because he bragged about it and said he NEVER EVER used a condom in his exploits!
THEN I heard my once-faithful wife GRUNT! He was in deep.

All of those upsetting emotions kept growing in me. I was so afraid, so helpless, so outraged and angry! I could hear my wife breathing very heavily and I thought she would pass out. How could she?? How could HE?? I was frantic!
Then I began to hear her make such passionate sexual sounds, moaning, saying "Ohhhhhhh!" Then " Ohhhh my god!!!!!" I heard her CUMMMMMMING! I could not believe how much she wanted him, how much he was making her HIS slut.
" Greg, DON'T STOP!, PLEASE DON'T STOP!"
I wanted Greg to STOP, STOP RIGHT NOW!

Suddenly my cock got hard. My wife was having the very best sex she has ever had! Greg was giving her all the satisfaction, fulfillment, and animalistic passionate sex that I had never been able to provide. He was giving her what I couldn't, as she told me weeks later, what she had longed for, prayed for, and fantasized that I would provide.
I was so horny that I pulled back the sheets and had to stroke my smallish cock!

I heard my wife, and then Greg cum hard and loud! Then I came, shooting the farthest I have ever cumm, onto my face, pillow, and wall behind the headboard!

That is when I realized that I was a cuckold!

I realized that I wanted Greg to fuck my Hotwife whenever he wanted!
Greg was the only man besides me, at that point that my wife had sex with. I knew that she would need him again often.

I did not want them to know that I heard them. They had the rest of the long weekend to make her dreams come true. I wanted to hear them every chance I got the rest of the weekend.

What a fool I was. I wish now that I had eaten out her CREAMPIES! I could have been watching or participating instead of just listening and jacking off!

am i a cuckold?
 

I am curious about cuckolding. right now we find black men for the wife to fuck, but I have curiosities on doing some cuckold stuff. like eating a creampie from her pussy. or grabbing a big bbc and guiding it into my wifes pussy. maybe jack it off a little bit. I'm not sure about sucking a bbc cock just yet. even though I fantasize about it and want to see what the wife feels when sucking a bbc. I don't know if she would want me to do these things. do I go around her and try this stuff with a guy to see if I like it enough to get her into it

Like a lot of guys here, when I was young I had a gf who fucked around a lot. I would see her when she came home after having a few drinks with her friends and she always had a super wet and red pussy. When I would say something to her she said I was making her that way. I knew she was lying but never proved it.

Then a year or so later, I was part of a gang bang with 8 guys and this girl who wanted to fuck a bunch of guys at once. I was third and when I entered her, she was warm, wet and very accommodating. All of us took multiple turns with Jackie and one of the guys fucked her a third time.

At the end of the party I gave her a ride home and we made it as far as the first traffic light for me to learn that she was still very turned on by the nights events. We started making out at every traffic light. So I took us to a quiet place on a golf course where I knew I could park and nobody would bother us and we both got in the back seat of my car. She got naked and I remember making out with her and slowly started kissing her neck and licking her delicious nipples. She was VERY ready but something came over me in the pit of my stomach. An excitement that I somehow think we both felt and so I started flirting with licking more of her tits and slowly down her side and stomach. There was a this feeling that she was giving all of herself to me and never seemed concerned that I was slowly teasing her and heading further down her body. Finally I let myself go and started flicking this girls clit and lips lightly to tease her. She opened herself up and moaned an I just buried my tongue deeply into her wet pussy. This girl had guys cum in her close to 20 times that night and that flavor had a distinctly familiar taste that I had experienced multiple times before. Then I knew and I have been hooked ever since.

By the way our sex that night was amazing and I left her with one more fresh load before I dropped her off at home.

She never repeated this or would fuck any of us again but we both had life altering fun that night.

It took a long time
 

I should have known I was a cuckold that Saturday afternoon in 1957 when I was 14 and I saw the love of my life, JoAnn making out with another guy in the balcony of a movie theater and all I could do was watch them with a hard on leaking precum into my jockey shorts.
I should have known I was a cuckold that night 1n 1959 when I called the next love of my life and Carol was home alone with the biggest cunt hound in my class. As she was hanging up the phone, I heard her say, “Stop it Eddie! My aunt will be home in 15 minutes and I need to get dressed.” All I did was go into the bathroom for privacy and stroke my cock.
I should have known I was a cuckold the night in 1962 that the next love of my life, Jackie told me she was pregnant and getting married the next Monday, on her 17th birthday. I went home and actually considered asking her to marry me instead of the father of her baby.
I should have known I was a cuckold that night in 1964 that I saw the next love of my life, Mary Lou secretly hand a piece of napkin with her phone number on it to my friend Roger at a bar while we were double dating with him. I took Mary Lou home and never mentioned that I saw her do it. When I got home from the date, I was in that bathroom again to relieve the blue balls I had thinking about Mary Lou and Roger. After a few more dates, she broke up with me and I never saw her again.
I should have known I was a cuckold a few months later in early 1965 when I found out that Judy, a girl I had dated a couple of times after Mary Lou, was pregnant. I knew it wasn’t mine because I was a good Catholic guy and was still a virgin at age 22. Another trip to that bathroom was the order of the day.
I should have known I was a cuckold in 1967 when the real love of my life and first wife, Marilyn told me 4 months after our wedding that she had lied to me about being a virgin. I was so pissed I stormed out of our apartment and walked around town for two hours. My rage slowly subsided and I gradually realized that I wanted to hear the whole story, When I got back my bride was distraught and crying. I soothed her and made her tell me how she was debauched at age 14 by her first boyfriend Danny. As she related the story, I got a raging hard on and fucked her hard before she could finish.
I should have known I was a cuckold that night I 1976 when we were playing strip poker with Lorraine and Joel and I was the first one naked and had to leave the room. Lorraine was next and joined me in the family room where she proceeded to pass out drunk on the couch. As I sat in my recliner stroking my cock looking at the naked Lorraine and her full brown bush, nice tits and dark brown nipples, I started imagining Joel and my wife fucking in the living room. I don’t really know if I was relieved or disappointed when, after what seemed like an eternity but was actually only about 10 minutes they both came into the family room. Joel came in first naked followed by my wife who still had her bra and hip hugger panties on. Needless to say after we roused Lorraine and they left, my wife and I did not make it upstairs to the bedroom. As a matter of fact we fucked while she was still in her bra and panties. I remember wondering if she was so turned on because she had seen Joel’s 8 inch hard-on.
I should have known I was a cuckold, when, after Marilyn died in1986, until I met Pam in 1989, my main sexual release was jacking off while fantasizing about the time a 14 year-old Marilyn was seduced by Danny and not all the glorious times that I had fucked her.
I should have known I was a cuckold in 1989 when I started dating again. Virginia, a 38 year old widow who I desperately wanted to fuck, told me that she was a submissive to her late husband’s nephew. You guessed it! I went home and rubbed one out.
I should have known I was a cuckold in 1990 when Pam told me about her last boyfriend, Jack who also happened to be her master’s thesis advisor. She told me in great detail how they were in a dom/sub relationship, and that she had been his sex slave for nearly 3 years. When she told me all this and that she was going to see him three days before our wedding because he was blackmailing her with the hardcore videos of her that he had taken during those 3 years, I went with her and turned the tables on him. I made him show me the tape. It included date stamped footage that proved that he was guilty of violating his University’s rules against a faculty member having a sexual relationship with one of his students. When we got back to her place, I couldn’t wait to play the tape again and I fucked her on the living room floor in front of the TV.
I should have known I was a cuckold during the early 90s when we started telling each other about our past sexual adventures. I ran out of stories after about 5. Pam seemed to have an inexhaustible supply of tales. She realized that I got turned on hearing them and we both loved our Scheherazade sessions. They would always end up with us fucking. I don’t know what she was thinking about while we fucked but I was always visualizing the tale she had just related.
I should have known I was a cuckold all those nights when Pam was on business trips to DC and she did not answer her hotel room phone. She always had a flimsy excuse such as: I was out with Beth, I had a headache, I had to stay late at the office, etc. I always believed her and never suspected that she would cheat.
I began to realize that I was a cuckold one night in 1996 in Cancun. We had picked up another couple and in their drunken stupors Pam and the other woman had collapsed in the wrong beds. I watched the other guy fuck Pam in the spoon position. I didn’t fuck his wife until he finished fucking Pam. I couldn’t take my eyes off of Pam and him.
I knew for sure that I was a cuckold that night in 2003 on our 13th anniversary trip to Sandals-Negril when I was hard as a rock watching as Samuel’s foot long black cock continuously ravaged my wife’s pussy turning her into a quivering orgasm machine. By the end of that night I had not only watched him fuck her, but also held her legs open for him, fed his monster cock into her pussy, had sloppy-seconds doggie-style while she sucked him hard again and when we got back to our room ate her creampie.

There were three different stages for me.

The first hint for me came in high school, when I convinced my girlfriend to cut school with me and my friends and let us gangbang her. We did that several times and I always got really turned on when I watched her with them, and then later when my friends talked about her.

The second time, and the first time with black men, was in my first year of college when a girlfriend came to visit me. We went to a party and the four football players who lived next to me got her drunk and then ganged her.

The third phase was in my mid 20s when I dated a women who used to go to a club with her best friend every Friday night. It was a club owned by an NBA player and they went there every Friday with the sole purpose of getting picked up by black men. I never got to watch but she would always tell me about what had happened. The guys were often other NBA players in town for a game.

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i saw my first black cock . very early . my moms boyfriend had a huge dark black cock. he would piss every motning and i could see him from my bed. i loved looking at it, it was so fat and thick . his cock head was big and its forskin was very long. it was fav part of my day . i wanted to make it feel good. i was black cock addicted

First time we were having a few drinks with a friend and somehow her clothes came off. I was watching while she sat on his lap as he played with her clit and breasts and then fingered her so hard she came over and over. Watching her cumming by the hands of another man turned me to becoming a cuck. I want her to be able to experience that all the time

I knew I was a cuckold when I listened to my slut talking on the phone with a bull. she was saying wait until this prick leaves, then come over and fuck me. I left soon after but circled around the block and hid behind some bushes down the street. When the car pulled up I saw the biggest black guy I ever saw get out. Once he was inside I crept up to the window and saw him slap my slut in the face. She then apologized for not being naked when he arrived and began sucking his 12 inch dick. He was gagging her and I was pounding my six incher at the window. He saw me and waved me in. the slut did not take her eyes off his cock. He motioned for me to get behind him and tongue his ass. I should have beat his ass, or least cursed him out and leave. Instead I thrust my tongue as deep as I could up his nasty black ass. when the slut could tell someone else was there and opened her eyes she saw me eating his ass and fisting my hard cock. She knew then she could do what she wanted. He said he needed to piss before he fucked her, and she said turn around and piss in the cuck's mouth. At the sound of my new name I instantly shot my tiny load on the floor. I then hurried up and got in front of his cock. He released a quart of dark yellow piss that filled my mouth again and again. I swallowed as fast as I could and didn't spill much. He decided he needed to shit too so I followed him in the bathroom where he cut a few loaves. there was TP in there but instead he wanted me to "wipe' him clean with my tongue and mouth. the slut said "do it", and so I did. My tongue tasted like piss and shit and then I got to watch them fuck.

Right after she fucked her first black lover in front of me. Immediately afterward she told me I would never have pussy again. That was 16 years ago. I completely understood, I just watched what a real man did to my wife and there was no way that I could ever compete with him.

I was not only a cuck but within a week, a sissy fairy faggot too