Wife's pressuring me
 

We been playing for a few years now mostly with the same black guy but only about 2 times a year , it's real hard to play cause we have to have the kids sleep out and being my wife loves to party and play the next day is kinda fucked up . Now here is where she is pressuring me , for about 2 years now she keeps asking me to set up a BBC gangbang for her and I really tried but it's not as easy as it sounds , she gets into these moods where it's all she talks about then it kinda fades away but this time she is annoying me to set this up . It's very hard to find 3-4 guys who have done this b4 plus to be honest with you I'm very scared setting this up , I just don't feel comftable being with 3 or 4 strangers , what if one of the guys was to get rough or rude ? Im out numbered , one on one I can handle but 3-4 that a different story .
She has told me if I don't set one up for her in the next few weeks she is just going to set it up herself cause she's tired of waiting , now bare in mind my wife never slept with anyone else until she was 31 years old and now she is setting up gangbangs her self , so I'm trying but if I can't set one up and she does it behind my back I will not be happy and we never have had trust issues but something like that would really upset me and cause me to rethink our marriage