I wasn't and did not want to be…. a CUCKOLD.
 

I was MADE a cuckold. I had no desire for my wife to be fucked by another man, and I had never asked her to do it. Our friend, Greg, had invited us to his cabin for a long weekend. We had a few drinks and played cards and I kept yawning, feeling really sleepy. They told me to go to bed, so I did. I sensed some electricity in the air and didn't go to sleep. I heard him ask her to move to the couch,and then it was quiet.

It's a long story, but here is how I reacted to hearing them start. And I did hear everything!

I was very upset, jealous, and angry when I heard him trying to get into her pants. But I was too insecure, ashamed, too wimpy, too afraid to get up and stop them. I did not want to embarrass my wife either.

My wife was a virgin when I dated her, and I knew she would NEVER be unfaithful to me, never.

I heard my wife say, "No, I can't, Greg, I can't" several times, so I knew that she would not be unfaithful to me. I was relieved. He kept trying and she said, "NO, I can't " to his fifth and sixth time as well. Then it was QUIET. I became really upset and worried that she might have given in. In my mind I said, "Oh please don't let him, please…DON'T…."

And OMG, my wife was NOT on birth control!

Then I heard my "innocent and faithful wife" gasp! Next I heard her GRUNT! I knew he had plunged his 9" cock into her wet and eager pussy. (A few months before,when I was working with him, he bragged about his 9" and thick cock and how he never ever used a condom.) I just KNEW that he was fucking my wife bareback, but I hoped that he would either stop or pull out before he shot his load.

I felt all of those upsetting emotions and was so fearful that she let him, but I felt helpless to stop them. But he was fucking her. I heard her breathing so hard that I thought she would pass out. Then I heard her make sexual noises I had never heard her make, and I could hear her moaning and ENJOYING IT ! ! ! As he continued to fuck her hard and deep, and as her passion and enjoyment became much intense and louder, I knew that she was getting close to orgasming !

THAT IS WHEN all my jealousy, fear, anger, pain, and uncertainty changed. Suddenly I realized that my wife was experiencing the incredibly intense pleasure that I had never been able to give her. Greg was fulfilling unmet needs that my wife didn't know she had. My wife had given herself completely to another man and did not want him to stop. I was sure that now she seriously wanted Greg to bareback fuck her and make her his slut.

THAT was the point when I got turned on and HORNY. I did NOT want them to stop! I wanted my friend Greg to fuck my lovely wife, my passionate and sexy wife. That is when I got an erection, pulled the covers off me, and I started to jack off.
I heard Greg pound my wife's pussy, and I knew how wet she would be. When I heard him moan and her saying "Oh My God", "Oh My God!" as she came, I came too. I shot more cum harder and farther than I ever had. It shot into my face, chest, and hair as I had an intense orgasm. I knew that from now on I really wanted Greg to fuck my wife very hard many other times. I had become a cuckold, and I liked it. That was the first time I became and wanted to be a CUCKOLD.

I was and still am deeply in love with my passionate wife!

You may well be hardwired to be more submissive to a dominant woman.

Though I suspect your racial fetish comes from the twin double standards of modern feminism and race debate where whites, and men, get to hear how awful they have been and swallow down all the racial slurs.

"Both! Most white men feel sexually inferior to black males"
Bullshit, loads of my white male friends are just as dominant as I am, the kinds of women that tend to say that tend to be no more feminine, than the men they deem as unmasculine. The kind who are so out of touch with their sensitivity and sensuality, you could ram a baseball batt up their most intimate body parts and they would probably yawn from being so numb. The average 'cuckoldress' tends to be the queen of making men disposable, not happy with just the one man toy she must have two that she pits together, eternally hacking the male psyche in two stereotypes (heart and balls), and her own I dare say in the process.