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[RachelBBC]

I need to tell this to someone who'll understand. I don't want to meet anyone -- well, I do, but I won't. I'm just here to share this and then disappear.

I spent the first several years of my life in a predominantly black city. My parents, my whole family, was racist though. When I was a kid I innocently mentioned a crush I had on a little black boy and got spanked and forbidden to even talk to him -- I was no older than seven.

At 11 we moved to a white suburb, and I really think it was that they worried about their pale little red-headed daughter being around black men. I think what they really did was start an obsession. Who doesn't want what they can't have, right?

There were two black kids in my high school -- 1 boy and 1 girl. I heard both of them laugh at the assumption they would date one another. The girls flocked to him and I was too busy noticing him to notice if the same was true for her. I was too shy to act on my attraction to him and knew my dad would kill me. It was the first time I noticed that whenever I was around a black man my pussy would dampen and my clit would throb. Like any bitch in heat, my body would ready.

I was fairly wild in my twenties, but didn't sleep with black men -- this was how I was raised, after all. I'd fuck white guys, close my eyes and think about what I really wanted, I'd flirt shamelessly, wanting a real dick, but I wouldn't cross the line.

Not even when I went to work in the city we'd moved from and I was the minority. I was surrounded by what I wanted, constantly wet from the need for BBC, but unable to make the move. I was warned away by the women anyhow. And, I was in a relationship.

Now I'm married and about to turn forty. I have no kids because my husband doesn't want them, and I don't want him much anymore. My fantasies have always been violent, even when I thought about white guys -- in fact, I needed the violent thoughts to get me off with tiny dicks. Now, most are about a group of black men breaking in and forcing me. Bareback. Sometimes I think of my husband watching. When really angry I think of him having to pleasure the men too. Oh, and there's humiliation -- they humiliate me and laugh when I can't stop cumming.

My biological clock means the fantasies are also about being bred. Thinking about what it would have been like to have started at an early age and just churned out babies for men I truly think are superior, and having a purpose.

I think the men I've known all my life have feared the truth that it's no myth that little white girls want to be with big black men. Now it's more acceptable, of course. White men have lived in fear of this knowledge though and feel it slipping away.

I know my husband will never allow this, but I wanted to share fully what's in my heart, at least once.

[dixman45]

how many times do you get to live this life? why would you go your entire life unhappy to make everyone in your life happy? you really sound like a great submissive white woman. I have ALWAYS had an attraction to natural red heads. I'm more than sure they're plenty of willing blk men that would give you what you've been craving and resisting since you were 7.

for you time is of the essence. I say you've lived long enough making EVERYONE else happy but yourself. GO FOR IT. its obvious they all know you want big black dick and to experience child birth. and it is your right as a woman and a human being. so tell them to go the next forty years making YOU happy. lildickweed at y mail dot com or you can IM me also if you want to chat

[salerno]

Dont look like your marriage is going to get any better. Go for it Rachel. get yourself into the BBC scene. Just be careful and fuck responsibly. Have some fun and if you want to going to be breed then you must end your merriage and try to find you a black bulk that will keep you and be around for his offspring. post some pictures here; you will attract what you crave.

[RachelBBC]

I love my husband and think he has my best interests at heart. I don't think he'd participate, but it's the only way I'd feel comfortable with it. I see a lot of threads on how to get a wife into it -- is there a way to persuade a husband?

[mandy and brian]

just run it by him Rachel see how he reacts .he might be really into it or even grow to accept it as my husband did.as as we all know lifes to short to think what if.

[swd_gf]

HOW TO PERSUADE/CONVINCE HUBBY - a few hints:

If you don't have sex on a regular basis (with hubby) occasionally tell him you need sex more often (but don't explicitly say "with him"). Demonstrate your needs by masturbating in front of him, if you have a vib or dildo, fine!, if not, well, get one! - and make sure it is bigger than hubby and of dark color, as you prefer, maybe a (semi-)realistic one.

If your sex life (with hubby) is ok, then start talking to him during sex. Bring up different stories or situations, some of them about your desires, and see how he reacts. But don't be to pushy.
In his sloppy seconds after he shoots his load, always start playing with yourself, indicating you need more than he provides.

During sex loudly fantasize about a 3-some with hubby and another guy, involve at least a second cock in your sexual activities, even if it is only a dildo or vib. Build it into your sexual activities on a regular basis.

Repeatedly tell hubby how good it feels to be filled with (his) big dick, and how much you love to be stretched. And when masturbating always use the bigger dildo or vib. When having sex, start additionally insert one or more fingers in your front or back door while hubby penetrates you.

Get him used to watching! Have sex near a mirror, ask him if he likes seeing you, watching you doing "it", make sure he is watching by turning his head to get a good view of his wife.
Watch porn movies together, select titles that turn you on, occasionally scenes with BBC involved or cuckold content, etc. (another way of bringing the hole thing up).

In everyday conversation tell hubby about someone (a friend of a friend, s.o. at work hubby doesn't actually know) you heard about make an experience with and brag about a well endowed black guy and how different and good he feels (yet another way of bringing the hole thing up).

Ask hubby if he wants to make you happy. If he confirms, just tell him how he best achieves this.

[aaaaaa]

ur husband would probably love to watch

[y_tia]

you go girl

dont wait for tomorrow or ou will regret yesterday.

xx