My Black bulls sired my twins. Yeah, picture that. They play with me as they please and I love it. But I with I could have more control outside the bedroom.

It's exciting and suspenseful not knowing what is going to happen next.

In the relationship and the sex I have with my white boyfriend, I’m the one in control.
We for the most part have sex when I want to, though he can often convince me.
He’s very sweet and loving and romantic, and he knows how to push all my buttons.
And I need that in that part of my life.

The sex I have with black men is totally different. I see it as an escape from my control.
With them I just want to give myself up totally. With black men I don’t want any sweet talk
or romance or tenderness, I just want to be taken. And that’s where the cuckoldress side
of me comes in, because I get a thrill from having my boyfriend see me in such a vulnerable
surrendered state. I like for him to watch while a black man with a cock twice the size of his
pulls my hair and slaps my ass and calls me a bitch and a whore while he fucks me senseless
and fills my pussy with cum. Fortunately my boyfriend enjoys watching.

Giving up control is exciting and a huge turn on.

Having someone you love, understand and enjoy seeing your transformation
from their “in control” partner to a control less sex crazed black cock whore
is probably an even bigger turn on. because then it's about more than me.

Of course even when I "give up control” I’m the one who decides when and where,
and I’m the one who allows it to happen,, so,,, hmmmm???? Oh well as far as the
guys know,, I’m just a bouncy sex toy to be played with and used as they wish.

So, they're the ones in control,, right??

I love being controlled and used
 

I love giving up control, being used, abused forced and shared

yes
 

God yes totally love it.

Being submissive doesn't mean we don't call the shots. We allow you to do things upto a point. No still means no. Having said that, a safeword works wonders.

Giving up control
 

There is so much a difference between sex with white men and Black. White men will take the lead,but are slow and gentle with you. The blackman will let you know that he IS in charge! I surrender to this and willingly obey his directions. The force and agressive nature overcomes me so that I allow him full use of me. Of course there is the size issue and color of his skin. Knowing that you are a white married woman opening up your married pussy to be used by a blackman. His full thursts and depth iswhat turns me on. He is showing me what being FUCKED is,not making love by hubby. My pussy is always open to BBC. for that reason.

i know someone who'd like to find out

Usually
 

Almost always love it when he is in control. Not into extreme pain. But, a little abuse, humiliation and shaming makes for a wonderful experience. Make me squirt with pleasure. Please.

Love it
 

I love giving up contriol to my Lovers and doing everything they want of me. Really like guys that just show up at my home in need and expect sex from me!! I have cancelled dates with my husband to be with other men, holidays, weejends, etc. Favorite is when they shre me with others!! J (the wife)