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[Lori01]

After braking up with my fiance I met Derrick, a good looking, legally separated black man at one of my friends birthday parties, he was 32 and I was 20. Derrick and I hit it off as soon as we were introduced. After our first date I knew things were going to get sexual. I had stopped taking the pill when my fiance and I broke up and didn't start taking it again until 5 days before our relationship became sexual, which wasn't long enough because I'm now 34 weeks pregnant. He was legally separated when I met him, he and his wife are still married but he filed for a divorce when 1 was 12 weeks along. Coming from bad relationships neither one of us want to get married though. We've been living together for about three months now. Derrick and his wife have two daughters 11 and 8 and I'm going to have his first son in about 6 weeks. However his wife blames me for their upcoming divorce and says that if she ever catches me out alone she will kick my big white butt and she doesn't care that I'm pregnant. I'm measuring 4 weeks over and as big as I am right now if I were to get into a fight with her I would probably lose my son. I pretty much finalized their divorce when I became pregnant but I don't want to lose my son just because she's jealous. I have to go out for doctors appointments, to get groceries and to the banks etc. without Derrick there to guard me, so I can't just stay inside.