
05-05-2018, 07:52 AM
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Junior Member
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Join Date: Mar 2017
Posts: 14
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Zero! I've actually never had a black guy. I'm still kinda learning about myself and truthfully spend a lot of time resisting the urges. I'm not proud of the way I feel, and it will always bring me this sense of guilt because my family would never accept it. But being dominated by a black guy and having him say some of the dirtiest, raciest things absolutely sends me over the top. I hate it honestly, but it's like I have no control. Maybe I'll one day actually take the plunge, but I'm also afraid of going that far. Who knows.
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