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[Daniel0071234]

Hi guys I want to tell my story how I discovered my preference for bbc. Earlier when I was 12 I was a normal boy who discovered interest in girls and then started watching porn and masturbating for the first time. I was curious and wanted to see if I was gay, I watched gay porn but it was disgusting for me. With time I discovered that normal porn is not something for me anymore, I started to prefer gangbang,bukkake,cumswallowing,and anal. I have exclusively watched porn with white men because I can better imagine that I am the one who fucks the women. Later I came across dogfart videos that I liked very much. Almost all of my favorite porn actors were there and the scenes were exactly my taste and I liked the contrast of the skin colors. In school we always made sex jokes and a teacher always talked about the show british broadcast company short bbc we found it extremely funny that it is also called big black cock. We often talked about how disgusting it is to watch porn with black men in it. I agreed to this because I was afraid of what people would think of me. We also often talked about what the women found so attractive about black men. The more we talked about it the more I thought about why that was the case. I then came across reports of women that they only have sex with black men. While reading I got really horny and start to masturbate. Shortly after I watched a porn with a white woman and a black man I only looked at the body, face and cock of the man, which I have never done otherwise the men in the porn were almost invisible to me. I finally figured out why people want to have sex with black men I have never been hornier than when I saw a muscular black Adonis who had everything thick arms broad shoulders strong chest muscles thick muscular ass wide thighs and big penis a true dream come true. How he fucks my type of woman dark hair, fat ass, size breasts, thick lips in the ass and then immediately put his penis in her mouth. Shortly after I had the best orgasm of my life but it was embarrassing for me because the center of attention for me was the black man and I imagined being the woman and being fucked by a man. I made me think that it was a one time experiment to find out why people like black men. I tried to avoid porn with black men because I tried not to think about it but I saw a video by accident with a black men and had to click on it. In the past when I saw a horny woman I would imagine myself fucking her but that feeling is getting less and less, instead I imagine her being fucked by black men while I masturbate and after he is done kissing her and tasting his dick and were he entered her body and lick her clean. I wanted to be able to better imagine myself as the woman being fucked but I didn't want to watch any gay porn so I started looking for porn where trans women get fucked in the ass while their penis goes up and down. I wanted to imagine it even better and I did what I never thought I would do, watch a video of a man who looks like me being fucked by a black Adonis. A short time later came also pictures and videos of black naked men already enough to make me horny, especially if they are oiled and jerk off and then cum. I got interested in assplay I started to give me an enema I cum then without touching myself and try to finger myself and thinking about buying a buttplug or something.I was ashamed immensely and have registered on sites that have talked about bbc I was pleasantly surprised that there were people who are into women and identify as heterosexual, but also stand on black men. I was hoping that the sites would say how to lose the urge to have sex with men, but it wasn't the case. Instead, there were people who are addicted to bbc, a few who are ashamed, and others who say you shouldn't be ashamed to love bbc. A few talked about how it is normal to like black people others talked about how true the saying (once you go black you never go back) is. I talked to people and they told me I should feminize myself at first I didn't want to because I'm still a man and proud of it but now I would love to put on feminine clothes like skirts and pantyhose,thongs and shave and put on makeup,wear peniscage and buttplug. People have said to me that it is much easier to lose your virginity with black men than with women. You just go on Grindr and black men are already lining up they said. I'll be 20 next month and I'm still a virgin I still like women and want to have sex like a man but I know even though I find it shameful I think it's only a matter of time I'll sign up on Grindr and get deflowered without much talk by the first black men.



PS sorry for the wrong pronunciations and grammatical errorrs