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Update after I showed here some more videos |
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![]() We watched some more videos. Specifically of cuckold. She is saying that she isn't interested in doing that in real life. She was quick to make sure to address that on her own. Which indicates that she it being honest. However, that doesn't mean, that over time she will possibly consider doing it. I already know that at this point we want to get married and have kids down the road.
But I also am opening up more and more to really enjoying the fantasy. I think if she sees just how much the fantasy turns me on, she may reconsider on her own down the road. I also know that I will have the real option bringing it up to ask as a possibility, but again, much further down the road. She knows without a doubt I being a full white heterosexual male with her, would rather enjoy watching huge black dicks take up most the screen. She knows that the site of a big black cock actually will turn me on likely by itself, it's just complimented by having a white women there. She knows that I like seeing a hubby film his wife take a black stranger that's hung. I think the best part right now is the total validation from her that she isn't really into BBC porn, but she knows I am and is already willing enough to find a site dedicated to just it for me. So she totally accepts that fantasy. She knows specifically now that my fantasy involves filming her while watching a black guy with a big dick have fun is something that I would probably be open too, even though I completely shy away from it when I mention it. She knows that deep down it's something I'd want to do. She knows that I already want to make our own videos of her with black colored dildos, which she has agreed to, but we haven't done yet. But we will! More to come in the future as it progresses! |
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Another update! |
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![]() Something I had almost forgotten about, but that I recalled that she had said earlier on. When we were talking about penis size, she did admit that she felt the most pleasure from larger dicks than smaller. Little did she know that in of itself is fuel for me to want to share BBC worship porn with her even more.
I asked her about it again, and she said "I do appreciate a larger dick as my experience has been more pleasurable from them rather than small ones." She also said "Don't get me wrong a guy with a small to average dick can still be a lot of fun but I get the most feeling with a larger dick." |
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She doesn't want to fuel my insecurity about ED |
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![]() So, she did tell me that she did have a relationship, ironically enough the one before me was a black guy. She said he was very large, but couldn't stay fully erect so she wasn't able to fully enjoy it. We have already discussed my own ED where I can only maintain for short stints on time. Which is where is indirectly suggesting Viagra as an option, by asking if I had ever used it before.
This confirms to me that she may enjoy and have fun with me, but I already know she may accept it, but she would have more pleasure from a larger dick. Also one that stays more erect. |
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I’d let her take the lead now, let her choose the movies to watch and leave the interracial websites on computer for her to view and ask what she really likes about BBC. My Kellie says she likes exploring their cocks up close, looking at the head, the veins and especially their balls. She likes how they hang so much lower than mine and loves taking them in her mouth. Then holding them after they have been emptied inside her. She says they’re all different and they all do her in different ways, angles, speed, depth, some go deep then expand then withdraw and plunge deep again. All different ways to make her cum. For us it’s about exploring others and having fun together. |
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![]() Definitely appreciate your honest input. It's true it's amazing that she had her one and only interracial relationship before me. However, she definitely is interested in having children with me, etc. So my main focus is us first. It's good advice to let her lead the way with it. I do want to have a better conversation with her about her liking bigger dicks. Even though we have been together, it was something that finally came up again recently but wasn't able to really be delved into.
Once I have a chance to have some quality time to not be distracted with thing etc, I'm going to sit down and have a real talk with her about size etc. Like I know for sure she is satisfied enough with my own, but I also want to know truthfully if she "feel" a larger one. I'm pretty sure the answer is yes, and I just want her to be honest. I appreciate her trying to also not hurt my ego, but honestly it won't. I'd rather know the truth, which I feel she will give once we really have a chance to talk about it. I would rather do that and then let her bring up the subject of BBC porn on her own. That way I know she is thinking about it on her own, even if she's thinking about it because she thinks I'm thinking about it. This will open the subject about that more too and allow us to talk about it more in depth. I only got to again explain the basics of it to her on a more scientific level about the psychology of sperm competition and how that was a part of it. How in a fantasy I would like to be the one that cums in her last. She understood that part of it. She knows that I definitely envy the men we watch with larger dicks and much harder, longer lasting erections. So I also get to fantasize that I am that large to a degree when having sex, if that's on my mind from watching together with her. She definitely knows I enjoy seeing the contrast in color from the white women with the black men. She's said she'll never expect me to stop liking it, or stop watching. It's just not what excites her. So we will see. I will talk with her as I said above about her liking of bigger dicks. That conversation in of itself will be exciting, especially if she is more open and honest. I think she will be as she has been very open and honest so far, I hope so! |
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Reading here and on other forums has given us many scenarios to set up and try. Havnet tried a lot due to raising a family, but still have tried. We’ve traveled to a few on overnight trips that have worked out well. Watching her and a BBC have a date in a restaurant and see them leave together, and watching other women smile as they leave arm in arm, is very erotic. I follow then enter the hotel room about 10 minutes after they do and start the video and taking pics almost oblivious to them. True voyeur I am, but also enjoy adding my load after her bulls multiple loads into her gaped, slippery pussy is very hot. |
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Progress here and there |
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![]() I'm trying to share my enjoyment of how much I like the fantasy of cuckold and especially with a black man. We've even talked about when having sex, right in the middle, taking about me wanting to watch her get fucked and me just watch. She knows I specifically like the ones with blue eyed blondes, especially ones that more closely resemble her.
I know that if I asked her, she would be willing to watch BBC porn while I eat her out. The hope is that it will replace the thought of me eating her out, while eating her out, but a new fun thing to think about which is large black guys fucking white women. I want her to be serviced by me orally while she watches that on our tablet. She can't do it with sound, or else she can't concentrate enough to come. So I want to mute it, but still have it where she can see it and specifically have her focus on it while getting pleasure. It will be a way of her associating the thought of interracial with feeling good and and actually eventually turn her on. I don't think it will turn her on more than I will myself. As I don't from her either. But I do want her to completely focus on big black dicks and watching them with white women. Really try to get her mind off her and I and focus on the black guys. The more I can try to hopefully associate me giving her pleasure while she thinks about it, the more she'll likely get even more wanting to talk about it, and make it a regular part of our sex life. I mean, I'd like to make talking about BBC everyday and thing, but she just isn't there just yet. And I don't want to rush her or make her uncomfortable or anything. So I am making sure to be completely considerate. |
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