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[JanieTgirl]

My need for black men is deep within me and growing within me since my youth. Love or lust, I don't know. I do definitely want him.

I'm white and I'm transgendered, a T-girl. Being a woman over 50, I have desires that I have hid for years. Writing about them does help, however the need escalates always. I know I am at the point where I will have to surrender to my desires and let myself be taken to a place I need to be by a loving, gentle understanding black man.

Where I grew up there were definite ideas of who people should be and how things should be, definite ideas. Being transgendered I didn't fit the mold or the times. And for a white girl (especially in a boys body) to like black males, in a sexual or loving and personal way, definitely didn't fit either. It wasn't racist in my small town but there was a distinct separation. When I was in junior high and high school, the schools were integrated, but there was not really a lot of mixing between the black and white students. In reality very very little, especially after school hours. It was like having two separate schools, one black and one white, within the same building.

Don't ask me why, given this separation I should have never had an attraction to black boys, but I did. Now I have an attraction to black men. To be who I know I am and be comfortable with myself I will need to release myself and experience my desires. So I will look cautiously till I find the right time, the right place and the right man to build a relationship of trust and understanding and then give myself to him. Always and often.

I want to be kneeling in front of him, or lying between his legs and touching, kissing, licking and sucking him. Looking up at him lovingly. Bring his magnificence from limp to beautifully hard and ready. Oh and the power too! I will also like what the cock is connected to, to enjoy him! The entire man from his head to his toes. Enjoy pleasing him. Of course I will also love my reward tricking down my throat. Filled with his hot creamy thick white cum. Often!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh, yesssssssss! All his warm delicious seed in my belly. Giving him pleasure will give me pleasure.

I want him inside me “to the hilt”. I want that “full” sensation in my lower belly, filling me, skin to skin. Then just lay there on top of me and still inside me filling me with his manhood and gallons of his seed filling my lower belly. My legs would be wrapped tightly around him not wanting him to withdraw. Earth shaking, thrilling, orgasmic love making for hours as his passion fills me. I want him to make me his woman often and for always.

I am initially attracted to black men because they do have beautiful warm soft silky exciting black skin, almost electric and magnetic to me. They also have gorgeous dark eyes and muscular bodies. They are SEXY. Always, always have been to me. Undeniable.

I am a transexual, a T-girl. I am attracted to black men. I adore black cock. Why, I don't know ... but I do! Attraction is a choice we exercise in life. I am attracted ... why not.

I guess I've rambled enough about by need and my desire ... for now. My secret is out to you now.