I've learned to ignore the camera...just focus on him and me. But I do like seeing the screen of all the people watching us. He spends so much time on chatterbate that he's used to being naked on camera and broadcasting live. For me it's still new-ish but easier each time. Not nervous though. If anything, adding the two guys gives me more distractions from the camera and people.

You gotten used to people watching your shows with him? Nervous at all?

Aww i'm sorry they messed up your schedule. As for the show, yeah! Usually it's just me and him. But the people on the fb page have asked a few times if we'd ever add more guys. So this is the first time we're getting two extra friends in it.

Yeah…they loaded me up late by like 5 hours, so I just pulled into Albuquerque NM an hour ago. And you’ve been out with me, so you know the rules about driving hours on a truck. I’ll be stuck here till mid day. How about you? I saw on dre’s fb page you’re doing a show Monday with him and friends? It says it’s your first online show with more than one. 😮

Where u at tonite? You're awake late!

That’s part of your charm for me. We can ask for almost anything That and your love for my back door shenanigans. 😎

Proud to never say no to you! 😘

Best bbc-owned blonde ever. You ain't ever going back.

Funniest part about that is that driving a truck, I’m at truck stops all the time, and there’s always girls workin’ the parking lots. Whenever I see the girls in the long boots I think of you! 😂 Used to be called ‘fuck-me boots” but now they just your symbol. I always enjoy the outfits you bring when I take you out with me. You definitely dedicated to us. And I’m glad… Miss you baby!

I love all your outfits. Where did all your kinky leather side come from? I like your toes, but you always come with crazy long-ass boots like some biker girl. 🤣

getting dressed is a turn-on? thought getting undressed was the point.

Yeah it kinda starts there. Knowing how submissive I am to u guys, my agreeing to hook up means I’ve just agreed to give you myself to use as you like. It’s once I start getting dressed for it though that the butterflies in the stomach kick in and stuff. Get super nervous (in a good way). ❤️

I remember you told me that it was a build-up in stages, starting right from when you say yes to meeting. I find the whole thing fascinating. And I love your commitment to our fun! ❤️

That's KINDA what I said... I just meant that it's just fun we're having. There's nothing more invested in it than that.

I remember early on being surprised she was so free and uncomplicated about the whole thing. She told me it was no different than you or i playing a video game. Not sure how.

definitely lucky. wish i knew her before i ever went through marriage and divorce.

She’s doing what she likes! I’ve never pushed her about it. But I think those of us that known her so long now, it’s comfortable. Her attitude has always been super-positive and about feelin’ good. I feel kinda lucky cuz we all got in early. Now that she’s closed up taking on new people, we the lucky guys that are like friends now. I think we get treated more that way than the guys on Eros who are less friends and more ‘business’. Be glad you’re in ‘the family’ man!

Dre this is what i was talkin' bout. She's always nice and accomodating. There's never a "naw i won't do that". or a bunch of bull to weed through.

Mutual feels girl! You the best! 😎

of course! got your txt...see you at 11! Cant wait...you are always a fun fave.