wifenstockings,
I would be interested to know how you are dealing with this and if you are considering having sex with a black man to have a first hand experience. I tried to view your profile and it's private, it would be good to have your profile filled and open so people can understand more about you.
I've read your posts and it looks to me both you and your husband are curious to try it. I believe if your marriage has strong foundations not only it will survive but your relationship with be enhanced with new and unique feelings. It doesn't matter if after going black you won't enjoy sex so much with your husband. I think that's normal. Most of the women who go black if they were totally sexually satisfied by their husbands they wouldn't do it in the first place. You should find greater pleasure with your lover otherwise why do it?
Don't forget the emotional contact you have with him and how many non sexual things bond you together. Even if you know he will not satisfy you sexually like a black man you would eagerly make love to your husband because you love him and he loves you. I believe watching you with a black man will bring you closer and will let all fantasies and secrets out in the open, if you have any. Experiencing "better" sex with another man will make you able to guide your non confident husband for more pleasurebale sex between you two.
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