[lovebbcinmywife]

I realize now she was testing me, doing things to see if I would leave. I didn't so she knew she could do whatever she wanted. She plays lots of mental games and uses a mans love for her to abuse him.

She seeks certain men that are co dependent and right away tells them all the slutty things shes done so that down the road she can say "you know who you married" which she said to me.

I confirmed she's fucking a black man behind her white boyfriends back. She uses her boyfriend for money and dinners, trips.. and chocks on black cock and especially love couples with dominate women who use her mouth.

She just couldn't let me in on her fun.

By the end their was no sex for me and she was cheating with women from work and others. She came home once and said "You're my bitch, you know that?!"

It's messed me up bigtime. I think it was her plan all along. She just likes
to use a mans falling for the cuckold life against him in the end.

But the truth is known. She cuckolded me and I liked it.

She even not to long ago tried to get me to suck her boyfriends dick but I refused.

Guys just know it's hard to turn this ship around. I date women exclusively and enjoy them sexually but this bug is in my head.