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Old 07-31-2010, 12:58 AM
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Originally Posted by The D.O.C. View Post
Finally, a honest white guy! You are 100% correct!
That's the thing. A lot of white guys get off on BM/WF porn for the same subconsciously racist reasons but they will never admit it to themselves. Not all white guys of course but most I'm sure. Nowadays the WM/BF fetish is much bigger than it used to be. But let's face it, BM/WF porn is much much more popular than WM/BF porn. And Black people only make up 13% of the population in America so it's not like the black audience is solely responsible for skewing the taste heavily towards BM/WF. And if a heterosexual/bisexual white guy likes BM/WF but not WM/BF, the color contrast explanation doesn't make sense.

Personally I'm kind of disappointed with myself for having this kind of subconscious racist arousal reaction or feeling nervous when I'm in an area with a disproportionate amount of black people. Much of White America has this subconscious racism within them. They just won't admit it to themselves. Instead of being in denial with myself, I have accepted that the subconscious racism is there. But I have done everything in my power to prevent that subconscious racism from being directed towards black men. They like everyone else deserve to be judged as individuals. If I have to jerk off to a fantasy as an outlet for releasing this subconscious racism in a non-harmful way, so be it. Neither would I be harming anybody if I shared the woman of my dreams with black men. I doubt they would complain. lol.

Naturally though I have some reservations of wanting to turn that fantasy into reality. If a 10" cock black guy can satisfy my future wife in ways that I couldn't, I wouldn't feel insecure about that. But then you hear these stories on this forum of guys being cut off sex from their wife, sometimes even completely, after going through the experience. That is a big turn-off. The cuckoldry thing is only a turn on for me because I want to see the mother of my children (whomever that may be in the future) made into a slut in heat (and no offense to black guys but, in my fantasy she has to be with black men to be the sluttiest bitch I want her to be. Because it's not as dirty if I were to see her with white men). I want a perfect madonna-perfect whore combination. A wonderful mother, a wonderful wife who loves her husband and enjoys making love with her husband. But also loves to get pounded by black guys with huge dicks. I want to marry a woman like that. Luckily for many couples on here, this lifestyle has enhanced their marriage and sex lives. That's not always the case though unfortunately.

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