Hooked100
 

Where has Hooked been, I miss her post!

You haven't got rid of me yet!
 

Hi

I'm still around and look at the site regularly. I haven't been commenting much as I haven't see many topics that I feel I can contribute to.

To be honest I get the feeling that the chat is moving away from people who are actually involved or are working towards being involved to just those who fantasise – which I don't have a problem with but it's just not what I'm looking for.

Too many topics on 'can you photoshop my wife/gf' etc. for my taste – sorry no offence meant just a personnel preference expressed.

I am still seeing my bull 'J' and have been able to get together quite regularly over the summer. I had the opportunity to stay the night on several occasions which I prefer over just seeing him for the evening. It also means that I can return home with a fresh load of warm cum in my pussy for hubby.

We continue to move forward on our journey into cuckolding and I now regularly lock hubby in his cage when I am out with J, which he loves. He particularly likes it when we send pics from my mobile phone while J is fucking me or when we ring hubby and leave the phone off the hook so that he can hear us going at it.


xxHelen

agree
 

i agree. too many photoshops, not enough white women gagging on big black cocks.

Glad to here from you, I love hearing of you exploites with your bull and how you have control of your hubby. Keep us update you make worth logging on.

lucky husband - lucky you

I'm not into roleplay or fake pics myself. The excitement real people (like Helen and her hub) give are priceless. It's feels so great when you know people actually do it for real, especially to guys like me who have not experienced the lifestyle.

What you are describing Helen are the logical steps in your relationship. It's normal to want to spend more time with J since he is your steady lover. Sending pics to your hub while you are at it it's the next best thing except being present. I actually feel it's great you have variety and he's not always present or absent.

I believe you two as a couple have so many stories to share that it would be good to start your own free blog away from sites. This site especially has limitations and technical problems. I'm sure you have many followers to support a future blog and you will have many more in the future.

In any case, a big thanks for sharing your life with us. Helen you are a beautiful, sexual & exciting woman.

Great to hear that you're alive and well, hooked100 - and obviously still thoroughly enjoying cuckolding your husband. Thank for sharing as much as you do with this community...poor fantasists and all. Do you believe you could still stop now, if your husband asked you to? And is that a question that's becoming more and more difficult to answer as time passes and your relationship with J intensifies? (I'd be interested to hear responses on this issue from any other genuine cuckoldresses too.)
Fond regards
Naughty

Hello Jimz

It's nice to hear from you especially as I know that you have tried messaging me a number of times unsuccessfully.

I think it is unlikely that I will start my own blog away from here. There are a couple of reasons for this - first is time, I would not have the time it takes to keep a site up to date & interesting.

The second is pictures. Although I have posted a fe,w we do not have sufficient number that we are prepared to share for my own blog.

So you will just have to put up with my ramblings here. I have been away for a few days and hope to meet with J sometime later this week which I will be ready for as it's been nearly a fortnight since the last time.

xxHelen

Yes I also love hearing from you and about you. I'm one of the poor s.o.b.'s that can't get his wife to let her hair down. I've quit boring people with my whining about it. But I still love this site and women like you who have the guts and courage to go for it. I'm personally sick of the fake pic stuff. Too bad there are not all that many for real IR people like hooked on here. More power to you sweetie!

Hi Naughty

You pose an interesting question - could I stop now?

The answer is a qualified yes I could, but it would be very difficult and I think that I would miss it terribly. A friend of mine called me 'black cock addicted' the other day which took me aback a bit as I had never considered myself in those terms. When I took time to think about it though I realised that I am hugely turned on by being f*cked by a BBC.

But at the end of the day my family is the most important thing in my life and if I had to I would do anything to protect that.

However never fear - there is little prospect that it will happen anytime soon as hubby and I are having too much fun, not to mention J!

Helen,

I respect your desicion, it is after all your life and you and your husband know what suits you best. I just like to say that a blog does not need to be updated everyday. You write very good, if you gather all your posts from this forum they fill a blog nicely and they show the progress you have made in the lifestyle. Also, you have posted more than enough pics in your profile and in the forum section. Some blogs don't even have pics!

I hope you'll meet J soon and you 'll have fun.

great to hear from you Helen you are an inspiration to us all and me and hubby love your posts.

Thanks for your support Mandy.

I do enjoy chatting with people on this site, sharing my experiences and, for me, more importantly hearing about how others deal with the lifestyle both the ups and downs.

I must confess that I am amazed when members say they follow my posts so avidly - it's extremely flattering of course but also somewhat daunting.

xxHelen

Thanks pkyboy

Hubby and I are continueing to explore and develop the denial side of things.

One of hubby's favourite parts is to check my panties pretty much as soon as I get in and feel the semen leaking from my swollen pussy.

Up until now I have released hubby from his confinement almost immeadiatly on arriving home, but recently I have been keeping him locked up for longer.

By the time he has felt my cunny and heard all about what my bull has done to me he does not last long whether I jack him off by hand, give him a BJ or less often now let him fuck me wearing a condom. On one occasion he shot his load while putting the condom on!

xxHelen

For me your situation is exciting because it's obvious you are a real couple living the lifestyle. You are an inspiration because you are proving that you can have a family and everyday responsibilities but also play with black men. It's more interesting to read your posts and visualize your meetings than watch a porn movie with paid actors.

Thanks for the candid reply, Helen - We wish you, hub and J many more years of happy cuckolding. We expect to start joining the lifestyle properly in the near future. The decision and agreement have been made in principle between us. My missus is now at the stage of "As soon as I find the right guy" and "When I feel a little more confident" (i.e. after losing a few pounds!) Do you have any thoughts on using the marital bed (we have no small kids at home), as my wife is of the opinion that if she is going to cuckold me, she might as well cuckold me properly!

I miss your long reports about your latest adventures Helen. Hope you are having fun and you'll find time to update.

A little update
 

Well I know its been a long time since I have posted anything here but life has been busy and I have been juggling job, home, family and lover.

I have also been corresponding with a couple of friends privately and the following is an extract from one of those exchanges, I hope L won't mind

On Saturday we spent the afternoon at the flat when J fucked me for the first time. It was one of those leisurely afternoon affairs where we were lazily licking, sucking and fucking with no great urgency. I love to feel J's smooth skin and just caress his chest and arms. He kisses my neck and breasts which I adore and I gently stroked his cock for ages feeling his stiffness. Although I came J didn't – he was saving his seed for later.

We had something to eat and got ready to go out to a dance club in North London. I wore my red basque & panties, black stockings, shortish black pleated skirt and red ribbed jumper. With my black high heels. The skirt gives J easy access to me and I know that when I dance it flips up and gives a view of my suspenders and stocking tops – how wicked!

We spent the evening at the club and then went back to J's place where we started to make out again. Did I tell you that I had put hubby in his chastity device before I left? Well I had and we rang hubby and put the receiver on the side so that he could hear us fucking and cumming. We had a long session where I came several times and so did J, each time in my pussy which is where I prefer him to deposit his seed. All this time hubby could hear us but couldn't relieve himself as he was in his cage – he loved it.

In the morning we had another quite vigorous session which started when I awoke to find that J was sporting an enormous and very hard woody. I couldn't resist shimming down and sucking on his magnificent cock, feeling the heat and the super softness of his tool.

Then home to hubby with a pussy full of cum and panties that had been soaked through from both our juices. As soon as I got home hubby was all over me like a rash lifting my skirt and slipping his hand inside my knickers to feel the soft mushiness of my still swollen pussy lips. Although he likes to feel me and sometimes licks his fingers it is more usual that he then inserts his fingers into my mouth to such the combined juices off. The softness of my tongue and lips on his fingers turn him on and make him hard. On Sunday I produced the key from my bag and unlocked his poor little chap only to have it spring hard instantly. We went to bed and I jacked him off as I told him of my night and what J had done to me – needless to say he didn't last long.

xxHelen

glad to hear your still seeing J missed your posts so much did you get my message about Facebook? love Mandy and brian

Hi

I'm afraid that I didn't get your message sorry

xxHelen

I've been following your story with some interest and I feel motivated to ask a certain question. Do you still have sex with your hubby or is your pussy off limits to him now?

Hubby and I do still occasionally have penetrative sex, but for some time now he has had to wear a condom as my pussy is off limits for as far as him being allowed to cum in me is concerned.

Only my bull has me bareback and is able to fill me with sperm.

xxHelen

How often do you have sex with your hubby and for long how is he made to remain in chastity in between your trysts with your bulll? Just curious. Thanks.

I assume that you mean how often does hubby fuck me? It varies depending on what else is going on but I would say on average it is at least once a month.

In between times I do give him oral or hand relief, he will usually go down on me too when we do this.

Up to now we have only used his chastity device when I have been out with my bull. I tend to lock him in as he starts to prep me for my encounter as I know that shaving my pussy and helping me into my lingerie will give him a stiffy.

Normally I will release him as soon as I get home again but recently I have been teasing him for longer waiting until I have told him all the details of my evening and showing him my swollen and full pussy. This is guaranteed to have him bursting and he says the pain is exquisite.

xxHelen

real is wonderful
 

Helen,
thank you. my wife has been cucking me for 10 years. she has settled on a single regular guy who just left his wife. he would like to take my wife from me.

this has caused a lot of stress on all of us. his pressure has forced my wife to reveal to our young 20's kids. her bf and my wife went to vegas. she needed to explain where she was and why she wasn't available to be 'mom'. it was very distrubing for her to have to tell her kids.

she has been close to me since that weekend. she says she wants to be with me, but i think she is also telling her bf that she wants to be with him. she could have moved in with him, but she hasn't...

so..we are struggling with having a long term relationship...being a mom....and keep a horny bf happy too...
any words of advice??? do you kids know?

Nice to see you posting again Helen.

No we haven't told our children about our lifestyle choice but then ours are obviously much younger than yours.

I think you wife is particularly torn right now and that her bull is not really being fair to her - or you! If he has only just broken up with his wife how do you both know that his desire for your wife to move in with him isn't just on the rebound?

It doesn't matter what he might say, the break up of a relationship is traumatic and it might be that he wants to fill the void with your wife. From what I have seen this rarely works out in the long run and if she does go to him it may only end up with upset for al long term.

Maybe it would be best for all if things were left to calm down for awhile and some decisions could be made at a later stage.
It is interesting that you don't say what you would like to happen!

Hope it all works out.

Helen

I see. How often do you let your bull fuck you? And if he demanded it, would you cut your huby off completely?

I let my bull fuck me as often as possible lol.

In reality it works out to about 2 - 4 times a month, however the duration can differ. On most occasions we meet up for the evening only but sometimes I am able to stay over until the morning. When this happens I get fucked pretty much non stop - so I don't know how you would want to 'count' that.

I could see the time lapse between marital sex lengthening but I don't think we will ever get to the stage where hubby is denied on a permanent basis. Anyway we would only go along with a bulls demands if it suits hubby and I.

xxHelen

Thanks for answering my questions. In terms of penis size, is your bull especially well endowed? And is your hubby challenged where it counts if you get my drift? And if your hubby was happy regarding any decision made by your bull to cut him off completely from intercourse, would you go along with it?

My bull is bigger than my hubby but it's not a massive difference. J is about 8" and thick where hubby is about 5.5" and a reasonable girth.

The extra length does mean that some positions are more feasible with my bull and he obviously gets deeper in the usual missionary and doggy stances.

Hubby is a proficient lover none the less and had quite a bit of experience before me.

I suppose if my bull asked for hubby to be cut off from intercourse with me and hubby was in agreement, I would give it a try. You don't always know if you are going to like something until you give it a try!

xxHelen

I see. However, for the sole purpose of erotic stimulation, do you ever tease your husband about how ''small'' his penis is in comparision to that of your bull's?

Why not try a black woman?!
 

Hi Helen,
There's not that much on this site about interracial lesbianism. However, on your profile you say you are bi-curious. Have you ever tried it with another woman, and is it something you fantasize about? Would it be a turn on for you and your hubby if you let a black woman/black couple enjoy and dominate you? x

Yes we play that game.

I tell him how much bigger and thicker my bull's cock is and how it reaches deeper inside me so that when he cums he shoots his sperm straight into my fertile womb. I tell him that he fills me with his virile seed, so it can only be a matter of time before my bull gets me pregnant and I have a black baby growing in my belly.

I tease him further by telling him he is licking a black owned pussy which is being stretched out by a big black cock. I ask him how it feels to know that his wife's pussy has been flooded all night with black man's cum.

xxHelen

The only vaguely lesbian experience that I have had was when I was in high school and that only really amounted to a bit of kissing and a fumble.

I would be curious about being with another woman, but she would have to be very feminine as I don't find large or 'butch' women particularly appealing. Oddly enough I'm not attracted to black women either, so the prospect being dominated by a black couple does not feature in my fantasies.

However the idea of being with another white wife while being taken by 2 or more black bulls does get my juices flowing!

xxHelen

lol, sure sounds like you're fond of letting your hubby know his place.

On the subject of impregnation, would you ever actually consent to have a black baby if your husband was keen on it?

The topic of me having my bull's child has been discussed a lot by the 3 of us recently. As you can imagine J is very keen to impregnate me, Hubby says he would be ok with it and it is something that turns me on tremendously.

But, as a recent conversation with someone on here highlighted to us, the reality is far removed from the fantasy.

How would we, our friends and family react if I fell pregnant? How do we explain it - do we lie or tell the truth?

We have responsible jobs and know a lot of people in our local community which I can't see being particularly tolerant of our lifestyle choice if it were to become known.

However I am really not sure what we would do if I found myself accidentally impregnated. The pill is not 100% reliable as we know and as my bull always cums inside me, usually several times in a meeting, we are very aware that we could have to face this situation some day.

xxHelen

Helen, it's a sweet thought and a marvelous fantasy for any fertile white wife (who is into serious IR) to contemplate. But when fantasy meets reality, everything can change. We would all want you and your hubby to be acceptive of your black pregnancy and look forward to having a coffee-tanned baby to add to your family, to be raised and loved as your other children would be...all without having to hide the fact that you became black pregnant willingly.

The problem is those outside your family and what they might think...and do. Surprisingly, there would be some who would be sympathetic, while others would be just the opposite. You would probably lose some friends, while gaining others.

In the end you will have to balance your innate urges to become black pregnant with the social consequences, not the least of which is the potential racial stygma the child itself may face being in an all white family under less than normal .

The issues are significant, and the answers woefully inadequate. Unfortunately, there is not enough track record of couples in similar circumstances dealing with the same issue...and how they survived it. If more couples had the courage to go through with what you are contemplating, we would see the unseemly issues dispensed with....I hope.

Your reservations are understandable I suppose. I take it your parents would be less than pleased at the prospect of having a black grandchild?

How are you Helen?