
12-18-2014, 02:09 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Posts: 113
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Quote:
Originally Posted by dirtygirl
To me i think that you already know the answer in your heart.
Mot being judgemental and all - if you were ok with it you wouldnt be in turmoil.
You are not OK with it from what i gather so let it go
So many women out there
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Wow, you're pretty much on point dirtygirl, but what bothers me, is ya, she was giving this guy
head, but now, I type her name into google, and I see a lot more things that she has done, and is doing, recently anyway, and it was not once mentioned to me, or I wasn't asked how I would feel about her doing work for certain online sites.
And for her to know how into her I was, she not once has even come to me, and sent me an apology for not being more honest, and I keep asking myself, what if I would have taken that next step with her, and put a ring on her finger, and said I DO.
I'm in an area of the entertainment sector, and for me to be married to a woman who does stuff like that would make me look like a hypocrite.
Then, I would have to look my daughter in the eye every day, knowing that I put her, and me into this bad position, and carrying that guilt around with me 24/7 would make me feel like a very bad father for making the wrong decision for the both of us.
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