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My wife is very sexy, but very inhibited when it comes to sex. She grew up in a small TX town in a very dysfunctional family. She used to think masturbation was dirty and wrong and would not do it no matter how much I told her it turned me on.

It wasn't until she was going to counseling for anxiety issues that she finally started open up a little. Her counselor actually told her that she should masturbate to relieve some of her stress and anxiety. When she told me what the counselor said, it was like she had been told to sell her children. She's gotten better over the last 10 years and will even use a vibe at times, but she's still hesitant to touch herself in front of me.

I started reading this thread and decided that this could help her come out of her "shell" and enjoy her lovely body as much as I do...and let me watch. This is my first attempt with LW from a few nights ago:

I tried whispering to my wife while she slept a couple of nights ago. She'd had a drink before bed and was snoring lightly, so I thought it would be the perfect time.
I whispered "I love you" to her several times to see if her breathing would change. Her snoring would get quieter for a few seconds, then return to her previous pattern. I then told her "I love to see you touch yourself" between "I love you's". I would wait a minute or two to listen to her breathing pattern, then I told her "I love to see you rubbing your pussy"... still snoring lightly. I give another "I love you" followed by an "I love to see you touch yourself", and she suddenly wakes up and asks me "Did you say something?"

My heart skipped a beat, but I kept my cool and told her
Me: " I said I love you."

Her: "I though you said something about 'answer you cell phone'"

Me: "You were snoring, and I didn't want to wake you, but you stopped when I said 'I love you'"

Her: "I could have sworn you said something else... You sure you weren't saying something to me earlier?"

Me: "You stopped snoring for a while when I told you I loved you, so I'd say that when you started again"

She laid down and went back to sleep. She asked me again when I got home from work if I was saying something else before and I told her she must have been dreaming and heard me telling her that I love her.

She let it go, but she WAS hornier than hell that night and wouldn't quit until I came twice, then wanted me to use her vibe on her til she came again!!! I love these results, but not sure if I want to chance getting caught again. We went out to dinner last night and she brought it up again, saying that she could have sworn she heard me saying something else to her. I'm positive she will be highly pissed if she consciously hears some of the things I was planning for future LW sessions. Maybe I'll let things calm down for a couple of weeks and try again... We'll see.