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Originally Posted by eddie54_nc
Mikeytv does have a point. I'm a bi transgendered woman. Most of the men I've been with are married. I do for them what their wives won't. I've even been in bed with men engaged to be married. Not all woman enjoy giving oral, and according to some husbands, those that do often don't do it very well. Many wives or girlfriends won't do anal. So I'm happy to give men what they want. Even on this site I get messages from interested men. We all have our fantasies and some men fantasize being with a tranny or crossdresser, not because they're gay, but because they'd like to try something different and perhaps get what the can't in their heterosexual relationship.
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A sexless marriage will put unnatural thoughts in your mind. I’ve asked my wife before if she would consider being with a well endowed black man. Absolutely not interested at all. She doesn’t give me oral anymore except maybe twice a year. She has never swallowed me but I’ve been with women that would not remove their mouth until they swallowed your second load. She might have been with a black guy and let me watch but it wasn’t meant to be. So if I give my wife a suggestion when she does rarely give me head it makes her mad and she’ll make a remark like I’ve sucked more dicks than you and I know what I’m doing. Well I have a dick and I know what feels good and doesn’t. In my mind if we both sucked the same dick that man would prefer me to give him another blowjob because I’m going to do what he wants and I’m going to swallow every drop of his cum from as many loads he can give me, she not going to let it get in her mouth let alone be enthusiastic about it at all. You don’t use your hands giving a blowjob unless your mouth to too tired to suck his dick anymore. It’s not the speed of movement it’s the suction strength and full stroke contact with the head. Don’t spit it on my stomach or run to the sink to spit it out, swallow your man if you want him to be happy and pleased. I give her oral and swallow every drop of pussy juice I can lap up but as soon as she comes she makes me stop. Well that’s when it’s gets really wet and delicious, I don’t want to stop. I’d love to watch her take a black cock 10” or more with a good girth like a coke can. I know for a fact she could take it, it might take several minutes of slow and easy penetration to allow her pushy to relax, stretch and adjust to that size and when it did she’d be begging to be fucked hard. It’ll never happen an im ok with that. However I’m left without and starved of sex. If I chase a woman I will get caught and that wouldn’t end well. If I hooked up with another guy she’d never suspect it. I really like interracial porn, the contrast of color difference. Big black cocks shaven bald, submission….drinking and other things lower inhibition to the point if your sexually starved you don’t know what you might be capable of in a given situation.
I wanted to feel that mouth on my cock swallow when I cum so badly I went to looking online. I’ve fantasized for many years of tasting sperm from another man. I’ve tasted my own to see what was so bad about it. I didn’t think it tasted bad myself, if I could suck my own dick I’d swallow every time and probably everyday. with my wife watching me. So to shorten this up this black guy hung 10’ thick uncut cock is sucking my dick and I can’t remain hard because I’m nervous and scared to death, just not comfortable with my surroundings. I told him to come stand at my head and suck me from that angle as I enjoyed it more form women. When he did his cock was laying pretty much on my chin. I thought what the fuck I may never get another opportunity so I took his cock into my mouth and being sucking his this dick. My mind lost my thoughts of technique because I got excited and I felt the list of my own pleasure of his cock in my mouth. I want to experience the details of giving the proper blowjob. Things like hearing him moan in pleasure from my mouth sucking his cock, feeling his abdomen tighten up, his ass checks tighten up and thrust forward as to make deeper penetration as he’s about to come. I don’t know if I would like the taste of another mans cum but I know I want to love it as much as I love pussy juice and pleasing a woman. Its all about pleasing your partner. I want him to tell me he’s going to cum so he can hear my moans of approval and affirmation of my lust in doing a taboo thing suck as sucking an attractive black mans huge cock. I want to feel his cock grow thicker and twitch between my lips. I want to taste his precum. I want to feel his hands on my face and hear his breathing change to a faster pace and stop. I want to hear him say please don’t stop. I want him to hear my moans of lust for his cum. I want to feel his cock pulse with pressure as he cock pulses warm thick ropes of his semen in my mouth giving me my first taste of another mans cum and I want to love it. I want him to look me in my eyes and see my lust for his seed. His big 10” black dick pumping massive amounts of warm thick gooey cum in my mouth. Pushing my head down his shaft as far as possible so he can feel my throat close on the head of his dick each time I swallow a gulp of his delicious cum. Him obviously knowing I love swallowing him cum from my moans of lust and pleasure until I’ve sucked him dry and limp. His cock smaller allowing me to take him more easily and deeper and continue sucking him back to hard only to swallow his wonderful cum again and again.
But that ain’t what happened, I sucked his cock deep and gaged myself on his dick and come back coughing. He looked down at me surprised I guess but I took him back in my mouth and concentrated on intense suction and no teeth. I was taking as much of his dick as deep as I could as he watched me. I remember moaning out in pleasure as I’m finally after 30 years of fantasizing about it I’m now actually sucking a big black dick. I remember cradling his balls with one hand his shaft with my other, I’m laying on my back so I’m taking his dick deep with intense suction and trying my best to do a good job of sucking his cock. I was aware of his cock being extremely erect and ridge in my mouth and as I thought how hard it was it caused me to moan again kinda like uummmhhhmmm. Spit I had lots of spit all over his cock sucking his dick like I’ve wanted to do for years. I wanted so badly to taste his cum and swallow him feeling his warm cum in my mouth rewarding me for sucking him well. He was straddling my head me looking up, him looking down. I moved.
my hands to clasp his bare ass cheeks. I could feel his gently swaying as if he was mouth fucking me gently. My lust was on the verge of being turned loose and it hit me all at once. I can’t swallow this black mans cum, I don’t know him enough to trust that he is clean. I just know I want badly for him to blow his load in my mouth feeding me my long awaited award I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t trust him 100% to be clean and I panicked and stopped sucking his dick. I got up off the bed and apologized to him. I want to but I just can’t bring myself to do it. He assured me again he was clean but I just couldn’t since I haven’t known him longer than a couple hours. I got dressed and left. Went through multiple std, hep & hiv tests for several months. Every test always come back negative. I guess he was telling me the truth about him being clean and probably missed my one chance of milking my first BBC dry multiple times over and over getting my fill of feeding on his cum. Kinda wish sometimes I would have swallowed but it might have turned out differently if I had of. Anyways still no blowjobs at home, rarely any sex and I’m still looking to taste and swallow my first load from an hung black man. I don’t know why but I prefer my first time to be a hung black man that’s likes having his dick sucked and being swallowed. I’m not attracted to the man, I’m attracted to the appendage. It’s dirty, it’s taboo, it’s kinky, it’s hot, it’s pleasure both giving and receiving, it consensual, it’s legal and if I’m a white male 50 years old and I want to suck a younger black mans dick and swallow his cum from 4 or 7 loads he blows in my mouth then that’s my business and one else’s. My wife doesn’t want to suck my dick and rarely lets me eat her pussy. Might have sex once in 8 weeks with the lights out, in the bed, her on her back, staring at the ceiling. That boring to me, get on your knees and let me smack that ass and take you from behind after I lick that pussy and ass, suck my cock. Nope not happening here, most exciting thing sexually happened to me in 5 years was sucking a 10” black dick that I almost sucked to orgasm to swallow him until my better sense kicked in and took over my lust and I stopped, got dressed and Left. I still want to suck a dick to completion with out removing my mouth from his cock until I swallow as many loads as he can feed me. Will I ever meet the right person? I’m not sure but you never know. Call me what you want, I love pussy, I love oral, I love women, I love kink, I love taboo. I love interracial, I’m not sure because I never have but with the right person I might love swallowing a mans cum. If I do oh well, no ones business but mine.