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Hi, I posted on this website once before asking for advice about cucking my wife. We are young, good looking couple (I'm 24, she's 21). She is very hott, beautiful a girl that could actually be a mode, 5'8" perfect body, 116 lbs, full 34 B cup. So beautiful that I felt very nervous when we first started dated a few years ago. Anyways to give a breif summary it has been my fantasy to have a hott dominant guy w/ a huge cock to fuck the sh*t out of her and make her cum on his cock in front of me. Why? I really don't know. I went through guilt & back, through so many stages (and still am) as to thinking I'm just messed up in the head. I think it's because she's so hott and beautiful that to imagine someone else doing her and violating our commitment & her loyalty is what psychologically turns me on. What makes the situation difficult is we both are deticated to church and go almost every sunday. She feels guilty and gets mad when I talk dirty talk about doing this but its because we both change our minds and feel guilty after talking about it. But she did cum when we were having sex thinking about me and another guy gangbanging her.

So recently I contacted her old bf who would love to f*ck her and I know he would. I got in a fight with him before because we use to be friends but I started dating her and I kicked his ass so bad he went to the hospital. Anyways it's been 2 years since then and I talked to him on aim and he said i was messed up for asking him to do her, but I said it in a jokng way to him. This made me feel like sh*t and like Im a disgusting human being. I really think now I need help to get these thoughts out of my head. Everytime I get off I'm thinking about her getting screwed by other guys while shes wasted. I dont know what to do because we are a very clean cut family and thats what we want. Any opinions please??