Married, but want to have sex with a black man
 

I am 30 years old, no kids. Married my high school sweetheart 5 years ago, and have only ever been with him. We have a good sex life. He is good in bed, attentive... but he's not well endowed.

He goes away a lot for work for days at a time, and when he does, I get lonely.
For the past 2 or three years I have been watching a lot of interracial porn when he's away, and I love watching a black guys (or guys) have sex with a white women. I secretly wish I was one of them! My husband doesn't know about my fetish.

We know lots of people, and some are black, but he doesn’t spend a lot of time with them. I tease him all the time that because he doesn't hang out with any of the black people we know, people might think he is a bit of a racist. One time we were having an argument about this, and I called him a closet racist, and suggested he would be jealous of a black dildo. He laughed, and then a few days later he bought me one and said that it proves that it doesn't bother him at all! (I use it all the time!! )

But years later, he still doesn’t hang out with black guys, just white ones.
So about a year ago, we were arguing again, and I jokingly said to my husband that maybe the only way to prove he isn't racist is to let me have sex with a black guy, in our bed while he is in the house, and for him to not do anything to stop it. He quickly answered "Yeah, that's not going to happen", and I just laughed it off. But last weekend I joked about it again, and he just stared at me and said "whatever makes you happy". I just laughed and let it go at the time, but I can't stop thinking about it. Did he imply that he's now OK with this? Like did me bringing it up all the time get him used to the idea? Did I wear him down? Or was he just tired of the joke?

Now that wonder if maybe he has given me the go ahead, I really really want to do it... Like sooo bad. But a small part of me is kind of worried that he's not OK with it. I kind of don't want to come out and actually ask him if I can, because what if he was not giving me approval? And then I look like a bit of a tramp. At least now I can say i was just joking.:p

A black guy I work with flirts with me all the time. He is tall, muscular, and I bet he is hung! I think he likes me enough that I could get him into bed... I want to see a black cock in real life. I want to do all sorts of things with him.:eek:

I'm also kind of worried that if I do go ahead with it this one time, that I might want to do it again. I don't want to ruin my marriage.

Stupid Pornhub interracial porn!

What should I do?

Come to Greece
 

my greek thing will let you enjoy nice summer time situations!

Regards,

Yannis

Definitely just go for it, take the bbc and enjoy it.

LOL! MMMMM yes!
That's kind of the direction I was leaning!

I am afraid if I ask him what he meant that he'll say he wasn't serious.

But if I just do it... I get what I want, and maybe if he was serious, I might get to do it again.

If he wasn't serious about me going ahead with it- I can always just say I misunderstood what he meant if he gets mad at me. I can blame it on him.

I have kind of convinced myself that he wants this for me. That if he really loves me, he would want me to be happy.

I just want this SOOOOOO bad!

I'm hooked
 

As a black I have been in this position, the woman gave in aw fucked for years. She wished she had done it sooner.

Exactly, if he cares about your happiness he’ll let you get what you need. Just make sure to take photos when you do it! 🥂

so if I were to want to keep doing it behind his back, I can expect my black lover to keep it secret?

I have thought about that! If it never happens again- I want to be able to look at the pics when I'm older! :eek:

MMMMMM!!!!!::D

see above!

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Shelly

If you you suspect he is a closet racist
 

You probably shouldn't tell him. My wife had a years long affair with a younger black co-worker he was also married to a black woman his own age and I knew he was know threat to our marriage. I told her I suspected it and had no problem with it because like your husband I am not well endowed. We had been living together 6 years at the time and the night before we got married he confessed to me he had been fucking her while I was working nights. He told me he thought I should know before I married her. I told him the same thing that I was alright with it because I realized she needed more cock than I could provide. I never told her he told me because I actually didn't want her to stop seeing him. I wish she would find someone like that again here in Florida.