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[Abrie]

Originally Posted by alstephens

If you think "Suck a dick, you're gay" please skip this post. I have no interest in arguing with you.
I am actually going to try to answer Abrie's original question.
I am a 48yr white male, always thought of myself as straight until the last year or so, now accept myself as the term "bisexual".
For background, when I was 13 I had a 50yr black man get me drunk and force me to suck him. I hated it then, but I'm sure it influences my fantasies now.
In my life:
I've screwed over 80 women.
I'm not a sissy submissive/crossdresser, or whatever you want to call it. No interest. I've dommed 4 women before.
I've sucked (voluntarily) 6 dicks, and I enjoyed it.
4 of those were in 3somes with couples where the wife dug watching, which turned me on a lot.
The other 2 were just pure being drunk. Thanks, Clermont Hotel.
None of these were cuck relationships. And I don't want to be with a dom woman.
I've never done the anal thing, nor do I have any interest in it.
In the last couple of years, I've really craved to go down on a straight hung black guy with no reciprocation. Black cocks are beautiful and magnificent. I want to get on my knees to serve them and suck every drop of cum out of them. Call them Sir and be their little faggot white boy.
Why? My best guess is humiliation and submission caused partially by my bad experience. Which is weird, because I'm not sub any other way.
Just thought i'd give you my perspective.

I agrtee Al. No matter what anybody might say, black cocks (most) are magnificent specimens of manhood and they are superior so to have them "reward" you with a nice big load doesn't mean you're gay - just "bi-naturally"