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[Lipstick_n_ Panties]

I can only speak for myself. I am a straight white guy that was in an adult bookstore watching straight porn when I saw someone watching me jerking off. I was shocked and grossed out because I knew it was a guy. Yuck! I got out of there and went to buy a discount DVD to take home so I could finish the job there. Within a few seconds, a black man emerged from the back area where I had been. He stood near me and looked at some gay movies which were right next to the cheap straight stuff. I looked over at him and for some reason my anger and disgust evaporated. "Were you watching me?" I asked him quietly. He looked at me in the eye and said, "Yeah, thanks." I surprised myself by putting the movie I was contemplating back on the shelf and asking him if he lived nearby. What the hell was I thinking? I don't know. The only thing I do know is that what happened after that opened my mind (among other things) to the idea that sucking and getting fucked by black dick can be an OK thing for a straight white guy like me to do. It has been 15 years since that night, and I've sucked/gotten fucked by 3 more black guys. I love women more than anything, but there's always something lurking in the back of my head urging me towards BBC. It's kind of like how lesbians need dicking every few years. I mean, pussy is my God, but there are things it cannot provide. Last black guy I was with, I met on craigslist. I went to his house wearing lipstick and panties and walked out of there with red-smeared cheeks, cum in my hair, and a pair of ripped Victoria's Secret underwear in my pocket. He didn't care for the girly things, but I just said they were for me, not him. This was just a few days ago, and I'm still wound up. I guess that's why I've been googling "straight white guys that love black dick", and why I joined this site. I have to admit, though, this time it was rough. I mean, really big. The biggest by far. When I fart, it doesn't even make noise! The dude was packin', seriously packin'. It was also kind of smelly, though oddly enough I didn't mind. I worked that knob and slobbered all over the floor, then let him go to work on my freshly shaven asshole. He pulled out when he was getting close, snapped off the condom and had me drain his balls with my mouth. I retched when he started cumming but kept working his joint till the bitter end. Now I'm looking at BBC porn at five in the morning with my girlfriend asleep in the other room, obsessing over my desire for more, acting like a schoolgirl with a mad crush, barely able to stop myself from calling him up for another round... Whatever, it is what it is. I'm a fag for black men, I guess. It's alright. I don't mind.